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HIM.
<p>I saw this boy and I was swept off my feet. </p><p>Just by staring into his deep chocolate eyes, With a glitter of black rings round about it.</p><p>When he smiled I got flustered,</p><p>When he laughed I wanted to listen to it </p><p>Over and over again.</p><p>When he spoke, it sounded better than any Musical instrument or music notes </p><p></p><p>I felt it could work out,</p><p>I knew he also felt the sparks and butterflies.</p><p>He was a little possessive like a Lycan King.</p><p>Yet his soft features could be deceiving.</p><p>People said because of his religion we couldn't work.</p><p></p><p>Others said he was too straightforward with them.</p><p>He made not only me but others laugh.</p><p>He was my imperfect perfection </p><p>I became badly obsessed </p><p>Addicted to him like I was on drugs</p><p></p><p>Like most addiction, they all come to an end </p><p>Like every spark, it all began to quench</p><p>Like every musical instruments, it became faulty.</p><p>Like most musical notes played, it all went wrong.</p><p></p><p>So I began to wonder, what key was off?</p><p>I asked myself, where did I go wrong?</p><p>He brought up other girls, like they were the current national issues.</p><p>He mingled and Jingled with them like they were long lost friends.</p><p></p><p>I suppose I was the biggest joke ever, cause I wanted him to be the one I would run to, when I got stressed out.</p><p>I wanted him to hug me closely and tell me that I'll be ok.</p><p></p><p>I wanted him to kiss my tears away </p><p>I wanted him to make jokes and make me laugh.</p><p>I wanted this love not to be one sided.</p><p>He was respectful to be but he never brought me up with his friends.</p><p></p><p>I've been meaning to cry but why would I? </p><p>I've been wanting to scream but who would listen?</p><p>I wanted him to complement me like he did to my friends.</p><p></p><p>I got suspicious of them </p><p>But I let it all go.</p><p>I tried to question him how he felt,</p><p>But he's in denial.</p><p>Denial that we couldn't work out. </p><p>Because he began listening </p><p>To what people said.</p><p></p><p>So I did what I know best, I called it quit.</p><p>You know why?</p><p>Because I gave my heart to him </p><p>And he gave it back to me in pieces.</p><p>Funny enough he didn't know that. </p><p>And I'm not about to tell him. </p><p>That was the reason I called it quit.</p><p></p><p>He was meant to be my Mr imperfect Perfection.</p><p>But ended up being the one </p><p>Who tainted my heart and never cared.</p><p></p><p>He was meant to be </p><p>My real life Josh Cheng.</p><p>But instead of, </p><p>Making me hate the player.</p><p>I never got a good morning message, </p><p>Never got a goodnight text.</p><p></p><p>I was just his only source to flying colors.</p><p>I fell deeper into his lies. </p><p>Always gave me a choice </p><p>And and I being I, always chose </p><p>To walk in his dark deserted path.</p><p></p><p>He was meant to be </p><p>My Luke Dawson and I his Miley.</p><p>He was meant to be </p><p>My ACE and I his Sofia.</p><p>He was meant to be </p><p>My Everest and I his Lia.</p><p></p><p>But turns out he was my forbidden fruit </p><p>And just like Eve I got tempted </p><p>And took a bite.</p><p>A bite that left a bitter taste in my buds.</p><p>A bite that rose the bile up to my throat.</p><p></p><p>My name never slipped out of his mouth when he was with his friends </p><p>But instead referred to me as </p><p>"that girl with the glasses" </p><p>I laughed it off like it was nothing.</p><p></p><p>Forgets my name </p><p>But always remembered theirs.</p><p>Made me look like a fool, </p><p>Because I had a meaningless fight </p><p>With a good friend of mine.</p><p></p><p>Noticed that I was in his archived messages,</p><p>Hardly responds to my echoes of love. </p><p>Too bad I can't get over this one </p><p>Cause I'm at fault. </p><p>I left myself open Forgetting my worth.</p><p></p><p>Guess the unknown message of me being a Whore was true,</p><p>Guess the rumors of me being easy to get Was right.</p><p>LoL, I never showed any emotions but anger And some tears.</p><p></p><p>But still what good will it bring, </p><p>I can't change Anyone.</p><p>I can't let him or them define me.</p><p>He was meant to be my rock </p><p>But ended up being a sinking boat.</p><p></p><p>This love shall I remember </p><p>This story shall I tell</p><p>But to them who wants to hear,</p><p>Let them hear.</p><p></p><p>You are your only source of Joy.</p><p>Be the main character in your life and </p><p>Never give out your heart or take a bite </p><p>From that tempting fruit.</p><p>Cause it'd give you a sour slap on your face And taint it with your beautiful tears </p><p></p><p>Thoughts Of Yahweh's Delight. 💚🤍💚</p><p></p><p></p>
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