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Marvellous Chijuka-Etiaka
Student @ Babcock University
Benin City, Nigeria
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Attended | Babcock University(BS),
In Mental Health 1 min read
Jangled….
<p>“<em>I don’t have anybody in this world”.</em></p><p> A very bitter pill to swallow. Did the everyday doctors lie to me? Am I too jangled for people to figure out? I can’t kid myself anymore - I’m f*ckin alone!! </p><p><br/></p><p>Maybe I cause this for myself every day. Maybe… I failed to find my kin - always subscribed to the pipe dream of found family. But honestly, that’s not the only thing I want. I crave emotional security,…intimacy. Is that too much to ask of the world,…or am I emotionally lazy - hence undeserving? </p><p><br/></p><p>Is this the lonely sacred path I was fated to tread- a penance for daring to be reticent, unreactive, hyper aware? Is this what the world mistakes as “inauthentic”? I thought the manifestation of one’s rich internal state is what makes them primally attractive. Hah! I must be doing something wrong- Yes, that has to be it. Cause, if not, what else do I blame? </p><p>The world doesn’t care about my feelings - Bottomline!</p>

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