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Author/Writer/Spoken word artist/Songwriter/Singer/Student. @ UNIZIK
Save Me.
<p>Would it be okay if I vanish?</p><p>Would it be fine if I disappear?</p><p>Would it be okay if I fade?</p><p>Fade away into nothingness?</p><p></p><p>My heart aches </p><p>and not in the good way.</p><p>My habitual need to feel among</p><p>Is clocking in again.</p><p></p><p>I just wanted to be loved.</p><p>I just wanted to be cherished.</p><p>But it cost me my pride and </p><p>dignity.</p><p>It cost me my smile </p><p>and happiness.</p><p></p><p>Now I don't even know </p><p>what direction I'm going.</p><p>The claws of the darkness </p><p>are scratching at my door.</p><p>They want to come in</p><p>and feast on my insecurities.</p><p></p><p>Alas! their shadows slips in</p><p>and I'm drunken in the need </p><p>to be wanted.</p><p></p><p>And maybe I do crave</p><p>for it's attention.</p><p>Because I have no one to </p><p>give me none.</p><p></p><p>I wear a smile all day long.</p><p>It's plastered on my face </p><p>so I can be the perfect child.</p><p>But down there in my heart</p><p>is sadness and pain.</p><p>Un-forgiveness and malice.</p><p></p><p>I'm tired.</p><p>I've tried my best.</p><p>I'm giving the world my best </p><p>But my best isn't even worth it.</p><p></p><p>Salty liquid trails down my cheeks.</p><p>The guilt is eating me up everyday.</p><p></p><p>"Have you prayed?" They asked.</p><p>But how can I pray</p><p>while drowning in guilt.</p><p>I feel dirty and impure </p><p></p><p>I'm a dent.</p><p>I'm a sinner.</p><p>Yes!! The chief of them all.</p><p>My secret sins are catching </p><p>up to me.</p><p>They're holding me back,</p><p>Pulling me into the sea</p><p>Of un-repentance</p><p></p><p>Can someone please help me?</p><p>My arms are stretched out.</p><p>I'm begging!</p><p>I'm getting drawn in...</p><p>And I'm dying.</p><p></p><p>SAVE ME.</p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p></p><p></p><p></p>
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