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Self Reflection/ Soul Searching
<p>I’m overwhelmed.</p><p>I’m drained.</p><p>I’m tired.</p><p><br/></p><p>I want a lot of things. I want to achieve things, and I swear I’m trying. I’m trying to know myself. I know I have a lot of potential, but I don’t want to remain a potential forever — I want to be furnished, complete, and aligned in my purpose.</p><p><br/></p><p>But what exactly am I feeling?</p><p>Not empty.</p><p>Incomplete.</p><p><br/></p><p>I feel like I have something, yet it’s not enough. Like I can do things, but not quite enough. I know I should stay positive, celebrate small progress, and keep going. But no one talks about how hard it is to actually stay positive. No one talks about how draining it feels to keep sowing when the harvest feels far away.</p><p><br/></p><p>Today, I wrote down a list of things I wanted to do with my life. By the time I was done, I had about fifteen items — different passions, interests, and possibilities. But I didn’t push any of them. And that unsettled me.</p><p><br/></p><p>Maybe today feels heavy because I went too deep in soul-searching. Maybe I dug so deep that my soul sank. Or maybe it’s because I spent hours scrolling online, caught between being “inspired” and being discouraged by other people’s lives. Right now, I honestly can’t tell the difference.</p><p><br/></p><p>Scrolling reminds me of what I could be, but it also tricks me into comparing myself with others. And that comparison leaves me in-between — not fully empowered, not fully broken, just stuck in a strange middle ground.</p><p><br/></p><p>What I do know is this: I want to get better. I want to improve. I don’t want to keep circling the same place, with all this weight of potential and no clear path. It’s hard — having to improve yourself, think for yourself, and make decisions for yourself, all alone. It’s heavy.</p><p><br/></p><p>But maybe this weight, this incompleteness, is not just a weakness. Maybe it’s proof that I’m evolving.</p><p><br/></p>
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