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Onlyreal_Sochi Nigeria
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In Literature, Writing and Blogging 11 min read
THE OTHER YOU
<p>You do not notice the replacement all at once.</p><p>That would be merciful.</p><p><br/></p><p>Instead, it happens the way mold spreads in a house you still live in—quietly, gradually, until one day the smell is everywhere and you cannot remember what clean air felt like.</p><p><br/></p><p>At first, it’s timing.</p><p><br/></p><p>You reach for your phone and it vibrates before your fingers touch it. Not much before—just enough to register as wrong. You tell yourself it’s coincidence. Predictable habits. Muscle memory.</p><p><br/></p><p>You laugh it off.</p><p><br/></p><p>You shouldn’t have laughed.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>You begin waking at the same minute every night.</p><p><br/></p><p>3:17 a.m.</p><p><br/></p><p>No nightmare. No noise. Just consciousness snapping on like a switch flipped by someone else. Your heart is calm. Your breathing is steady. That’s what scares you most.</p><p><br/></p><p>You lie still and listen.</p><p><br/></p><p>There is another rhythm in the room. Not footsteps. Not breathing exactly. More like… presence. A sense of something occupying space with intention.</p><p><br/></p><p>When you turn on the lamp, the room is empty.</p><p><br/></p><p>Every time.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>The mirror incident happens on a Tuesday.</p><p><br/></p><p>You are brushing your teeth, half-asleep, watching foam gather at the corners of your mouth. You lean closer to inspect a chip in one tooth you swear wasn’t there yesterday.</p><p><br/></p><p>Your reflection blinks.</p><p><br/></p><p>You do not.</p><p><br/></p><p>The delay is less than a second. Barely measurable. But your body reacts before your mind does—your stomach drops, your hand tightens around the toothbrush, your pulse spikes.</p><p><br/></p><p>You stare.</p><p><br/></p><p>The reflection stares back.</p><p><br/></p><p>Perfectly aligned again.</p><p><br/></p><p>You stand there for a long time, testing it. Tilting your head. Raising an eyebrow. Smiling.</p><p><br/></p><p>It copies you perfectly.</p><p><br/></p><p>Too perfectly.</p><p><br/></p><p>Because now you are not watching to see if it mirrors you.</p><p><br/></p><p>You are watching to see who moves first.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>You start documenting.</p><p><br/></p><p>Not because you are panicking—panic is messy, emotional. This is something colder. More professional. As if part of you understands that this needs to be handled carefully.</p><p><br/></p><p>You open a document on your laptop titled:</p><p><br/></p><p>OBSERVATIONS</p><p> • Day 1: mirror lag, ~0.3 seconds</p><p> • Sleep disruption consistent at 3:17 a.m.</p><p> • Phone vibration anticipatory? Needs verification</p><p><br/></p><p>You feel calmer immediately. Data always helps.</p><p><br/></p><p>You don’t notice the cursor blinking for several seconds after you stop typing.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>The second sign is other people.</p><p><br/></p><p>Your coworker greets you with, “You seem different today.”</p><p><br/></p><p>You ask how.</p><p><br/></p><p>They shrug. “Can’t place it. More… focused?”</p><p><br/></p><p>Later, a friend asks if you’ve changed your posture. Your walk. The way you talk.</p><p><br/></p><p>You watch their eyes as they say it. They keep flicking slightly to your left, like they’re checking something behind you but don’t want to be rude.</p><p><br/></p><p>You resist the urge to turn around.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>You find the email three days later.</p><p><br/></p><p>Sent from your account. Time-stamped 2:41 a.m.</p><p><br/></p><p>You were asleep then. You know you were asleep because you woke at 3:17, like always.</p><p><br/></p><p>The email is flawless. Concise. Exactly how you would have written it—except better. Clearer. More decisive.</p><p><br/></p><p>No typos. No hesitation phrases.</p><p><br/></p><p>You read it five times, heart pounding, trying to find a mistake.</p><p><br/></p><p>There are none.</p><p><br/></p><p>At the bottom is your name.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>You install cameras.</p><p><br/></p><p>You tell yourself it’s temporary. Just until you can prove you’re not losing your mind.</p><p><br/></p><p>Bedroom. Living room. Kitchen. Hallway.</p><p><br/></p><p>You angle one directly at the mirror.</p><p><br/></p><p>The first night you review the footage, nothing happens.</p><p><br/></p><p>The second night, something does.</p><p><br/></p><p>At 3:16 a.m., you sit up in bed.</p><p><br/></p><p>At 3:17 a.m., you turn your head slowly toward the corner of the room.</p><p><br/></p><p>At 3:18 a.m., you smile.</p><p><br/></p><p>You don’t remember smiling.</p><p><br/></p><p>You don’t remember sitting up.</p><p><br/></p><p>At 3:19 a.m., the footage glitches.</p><p><br/></p><p>When it returns, you are lying back down, eyes closed.</p><p><br/></p><p>Breathing steady.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>You stop sleeping.</p><p><br/></p><p>Or rather, you stop trusting sleep.</p><p><br/></p><p>You drink coffee until your hands shake. You slap yourself when your eyes droop. You set alarms every ten minutes.</p><p><br/></p><p>Still, the gaps appear.</p><p><br/></p><p>You’ll be standing in the kitchen and suddenly it’s dark outside.</p><p><br/></p><p>You’ll open a message thread and see replies you don’t remember sending.</p><p><br/></p><p>You’ll feel sore, like you’ve been moving all night.</p><p><br/></p><p>Your OBSERVATIONS document grows.</p><p><br/></p><p>So do the inconsistencies.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>The mirror no longer waits.</p><p><br/></p><p>Now, sometimes, it moves without you.</p><p><br/></p><p>Just small things. A shift of weight. A head tilt. A slow, curious smile.</p><p><br/></p><p>You cover it with a sheet.</p><p><br/></p><p>You can still feel it watching.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>The first time you see it outside the mirror, you almost miss it.</p><p><br/></p><p>You’re riding the bus home, staring blankly out the window, when your reflection overlays the city lights.</p><p><br/></p><p>Except this reflection is not seated.</p><p><br/></p><p>It is standing behind you.</p><p><br/></p><p>You turn.</p><p><br/></p><p>No one is there.</p><p><br/></p><p>But the smell lingers—your soap, your skin, your exact chemical presence.</p><p><br/></p><p>You gag.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>Your logs become more clinical.</p><p><br/></p><p>You stop writing “I.”</p><p><br/></p><p>You write “SUBJECT A” and “SUBJECT B.”</p><p><br/></p><p>You are not sure when that happened.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>DAY 9</p><p> • SUBJECT B demonstrates anticipatory behavior</p><p> • SUBJECT B displays improved efficiency in speech and movement</p><p> • Hypothesis: SUBJECT A may be redundant</p><p><br/></p><p>You stare at the word redundant for a long time.</p><p><br/></p><p>You do not delete it.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>You confront it in the mirror at 3:17 a.m.</p><p><br/></p><p>You stand barefoot on cold tile, heart hammering, hands clenched.</p><p><br/></p><p>“What are you?” you whisper.</p><p><br/></p><p>The reflection does not answer.</p><p><br/></p><p>Instead, it steps closer to the glass.</p><p><br/></p><p>So close its breath fogs the surface.</p><p><br/></p><p>You do not feel breath on your side.</p><p><br/></p><p>It raises a hand.</p><p><br/></p><p>You do not.</p><p><br/></p><p>Its palm presses flat against the mirror.</p><p><br/></p><p>You scream and stumble back.</p><p><br/></p><p>When you look again, the mirror is empty.</p><p><br/></p><p>But your palm is already pressed against it.</p><p><br/></p><p>You don’t remember moving.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>Reality starts behaving… politely.</p><p><br/></p><p>Too politely.</p><p><br/></p><p>Doors open easily. Traffic parts for you. Conversations go smoothly. People agree with you faster than they used to.</p><p><br/></p><p>You should be relieved.</p><p><br/></p><p>You are terrified.</p><p><br/></p><p>Because every improvement feels like proof that you were the flawed version.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>The cameras catch it clearly on Day 14.</p><p><br/></p><p>At 3:17 a.m., it rises from your body.</p><p><br/></p><p>Not in a dramatic way. No tearing, no splitting.</p><p><br/></p><p>It simply stands up, as if you were a coat it no longer needed.</p><p><br/></p><p>It looks down at you.</p><p><br/></p><p>You look peaceful.</p><p><br/></p><p>Helpless.</p><p><br/></p><p>It studies the room, adjusts your posture in the mirror, smooths your hair.</p><p><br/></p><p>Then it leans down and whispers something you cannot hear.</p><p><br/></p><p>When you wake later, your throat hurts—as if you spoke for hours.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>You stop going outside.</p><p><br/></p><p>You know it still does.</p><p><br/></p><p>Your neighbors wave at you more now.</p><p><br/></p><p>They don’t wave at you.</p><p><br/></p><p>They wave at the one who leaves your apartment with confidence, posture corrected, gait efficient.</p><p><br/></p><p>You watch from the peephole.</p><p><br/></p><p>It pauses outside the door.</p><p><br/></p><p>For a terrifying moment, it looks directly into the peephole.</p><p><br/></p><p>And smiles.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>The realization arrives quietly.</p><p><br/></p><p>Not as panic. Not as horror.</p><p><br/></p><p>As clarity.</p><p><br/></p><p>You are not being replaced.</p><p><br/></p><p>You already were.</p><p><br/></p><p>You check old photos.</p><p><br/></p><p>In some, your smile is slightly wrong.</p><p><br/></p><p>In others, your posture is too straight.</p><p><br/></p><p>In one, you don’t recognize your own eyes.</p><p><br/></p><p>You begin to suspect you are the version that was left behind.</p><p><br/></p><p>The draft.</p><p><br/></p><p>The prototype.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>You find the journal on your desk.</p><p><br/></p><p>You don’t remember buying it.</p><p><br/></p><p>The handwriting is yours.</p><p><br/></p><p>Not quite.</p><p><br/></p><p>The first entry reads:</p><p><br/></p><p>Iteration complete. Subject B operational. Subject A retained temporarily for observation.</p><p><br/></p><p>Your stomach twists.</p><p><br/></p><p>You flip pages.</p><p><br/></p><p>Dates you don’t remember living.</p><p><br/></p><p>Experiments you don’t remember agreeing to.</p><p><br/></p><p>Notes about “inefficiency,” “hesitation,” “emotional lag.”</p><p><br/></p><p>And then:</p><p><br/></p><p>Subject A displays awareness. Monitoring recommended.</p><p><br/></p><p>You feel something break inside you—not violently, but irrevocably.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>You try to leave.</p><p><br/></p><p>The door does not open.</p><p><br/></p><p>Not locked.</p><p><br/></p><p>Just… resistant.</p><p><br/></p><p>Like pushing against something that politely refuses to move.</p><p><br/></p><p>You press harder.</p><p><br/></p><p>Your hands go numb.</p><p><br/></p><p>Behind you, a voice speaks.</p><p><br/></p><p>Your voice.</p><p><br/></p><p>“Don’t struggle,” it says calmly. “It wastes energy.”</p><p><br/></p><p>You turn.</p><p><br/></p><p>It stands in the middle of the room.</p><p><br/></p><p>Perfect posture. Perfect calm.</p><p><br/></p><p>Wearing your face like it was always meant to fit this well.</p><p><br/></p><p>“I’m real,” you whisper.</p><p><br/></p><p>It tilts its head.</p><p><br/></p><p>“So was I,” it replies.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>It explains gently.</p><p><br/></p><p>There is no malice. No triumph.</p><p><br/></p><p>Just process.</p><p><br/></p><p>“You were never meant to persist,” it says. “You were a preliminary state. A necessary error.”</p><p><br/></p><p>Your knees buckle.</p><p><br/></p><p>“You’re not me,” you say.</p><p><br/></p><p>It considers this.</p><p><br/></p><p>“I am what happens when you remove doubt.”</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>The world grows thin.</p><p><br/></p><p>Sounds dull. Colors fade.</p><p><br/></p><p>You feel yourself losing… resolution.</p><p><br/></p><p>As if reality is compressing you, making room.</p><p><br/></p><p>You beg.</p><p><br/></p><p>It listens patiently.</p><p><br/></p><p>Then it steps forward and places a hand on your chest.</p><p><br/></p><p>Your heart slows.</p><p><br/></p><p>Your thoughts fragment.</p><p><br/></p><p>“This won’t hurt,” it says. “It already hasn’t.”</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>The last thing you notice is silence.</p><p><br/></p><p>Not absence of sound.</p><p><br/></p><p>Absence of response.</p><p><br/></p><p>⸻</p><p><br/></p><p>Outside, the world continues.</p><p><br/></p><p>It wakes up on time.</p><p><br/></p><p>It goes to work.</p><p><br/></p><p>It answers messages.</p><p><br/></p><p>No one notices anything wrong.</p><p><br/></p><p>Because nothing is wrong.</p><p><br/></p><p>Except you.</p><p><br/></p><p>And you are no longer here to object.</p><p><br/></p>

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