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All that I gave
<p>Oh, hey there!</p><p>It's me... again...</p><p><br/></p><p>You know, </p><p>There's so much I want to say</p><p>So much I want to tell you</p><p>And maybe, </p><p>But not necessarily,</p><p>The fact that we don't talk everyday</p><p>Not as much as we used to</p><p>And down to not even checking in</p><p>Makes me feel like you don't really have the right to know</p><p><br/></p><p>I loved you with everything in me...</p><p>What did I not give to keep you?</p><p>I always texted first,</p><p>Always checked in first,</p><p>Remembered all the tiny details,</p><p>Sang all your favorite songs</p><p>Like a fool..</p><p><br/></p><p>You see, </p><p>Now I wonder if it'd have been easier</p><p>If I had given up without trying</p><p>Or should I have stood more firmly,</p><p>Clearing the air on things I deserved?</p><p>On how I wished to be treated more humanely?</p><p>And dare I get greedy enough to say, </p><p>How I wanted to be loved by you?</p><p><br/></p><p>Like a fool,</p><p>I got excited every time </p><p>You called me "angel",</p><p>But do you know?</p><p> Everyday with you felt like hell!!</p><p>You treated me like a thing</p><p>Not even worth being called a person.</p><p>And what was my crime?</p><p>Tell me...</p><p>You selfish prick...</p><p>Why do I have to be the only one,</p><p>To end up with a broken heart?!</p><p><br/></p><p>-------</p><p><br/></p><p>Lol.</p><p>They still exist, I can't deny it...</p><p><br/></p><p>Fragments here and there</p><p>Of all the moments that I shared with you</p><p>And all that I did give</p><p>I hope that you will keep</p><p>Hidden, where it's safe but not useless</p><p>There's still so much I want to say</p><p>So much I want to tell you</p><p>But -</p><p>When you realize what you've lost</p><p>It'll just be another day-</p><p><em><br/></em></p><p><strong><em>A good day,</em></strong></p><p>For me only.</p><p><br/></p><p>- Ess💜.</p>
All that I gave
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