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Nimmat Nigeria
Writer. @ University of Abuja
In Women 6 min read
The Window Where She Waited
<p><br/></p><p>I was twelve when everything changed.</p><p>There wasn’t a moment you could point to and say that’s when it happened.</p><p>It just… shifted.</p><p>One day, I was a child who still expected my parents to explain things.</p><p>The next, I was somewhere no one explained anything at all.</p><p>My parents didn’t look at me when they left.</p><p>That stayed with me more than anything.</p><p>I kept waiting for it….</p><p>the last second where my mother would turn back,</p><p>where my father would say something… anything that made this make sense.</p><p style="text-align: left;">They didn’t.</p><p>They just left.</p><p>And the door closed.</p><p>At first, I didn’t understand what was happening.</p><p>I only knew it felt wrong.</p><p>So I fought.</p><p>I said no.</p><p>I tried to run, to push, to scream loud enough for someone to hear me.</p><p>I believed someone would come.</p><p>That was the hardest part later—</p><p>remembering that I believed that.</p><p>No one came.</p><p>What happened after that didn’t break me all at once.</p><p>It wore me down.</p><p>Little by little.</p><p>Day by day.</p><p>Until fighting started to feel… pointless.</p><p>Not because I agreed with anything</p><p>but because nothing changed.</p><p>Eventually, I stopped saying no.</p><p>Not out loud, anyway.</p><p>Inside my head… it was different.</p><p>That part of me didn’t disappear.</p><p>It just… folded in on itself.</p><p>Smaller.</p><p>Quieter.</p><p>Hidden somewhere no one could reach.</p><p>I learned how to make myself small.</p><p>To take up less space.</p><p>To be less visible.</p><p>To exist without being seen.</p><p>My body stayed where it was.</p><p>But everything inside me—</p><p>Curled inward.</p><p>Holding itself.</p><p>Protecting what little was left.</p><p>Time stopped feeling like time.</p><p>There were no real days, no real nights</p><p>just the same feeling, over and over again.</p><p>Heavy.</p><p>Still.</p><p>Endless.</p><p>Girls came.</p><p>Girls disappeared.</p><p>No one asked questions.</p><p>Because deep down, everyone already knew the answer.</p><p>I learned quickly.</p><p>Not how to accept it—</p><p>but how to survive it.</p><p>I stopped crying.</p><p>Stopped reacting.</p><p>Stopped drawing attention to myself.</p><p>But I never stopped feeling.</p><p>Even when it hurt.</p><p>Even when it was easier not to.</p><p>And somewhere, deep inside that silence</p><p>Curled beneath everything that tried to erase me</p><p>There was still a voice.</p><p>Faint.</p><p>Fragile.</p><p>But alive.</p><p>Help me.</p><p>There was a window in one of the rooms.</p><p>Small.</p><p>High up.</p><p>Easy to miss.</p><p>It didn’t show much</p><p>just a piece of sky, or shadows moving somewhere far away.</p><p>But to me, it became everything.</p><p>I stood there whenever I could.</p><p>Just watching.</p><p>Not for something specific.</p><p>Just… watching.</p><p>That’s where I saw her.</p><p>At first, she was just another person in the crowd.</p><p>But something about her felt different.</p><p>She wasn’t just passing through.</p><p>She was noticing.</p><p>I didn’t even realize I had moved closer until our eyes met.</p><p>It lasted maybe a second.</p><p>But it was enough.</p><p>I didn’t think.</p><p>I didn’t plan.</p><p>The words just came out.</p><p>“Help me.”</p><p>I barely heard myself say it.</p><p>But she did.</p><p>I saw it in her face</p><p>something changed.</p><p>Something real.</p><p>And then it was gone.</p><p>Someone grabbed her.</p><p>Everything broke apart like it had never happened.</p><p>And I was left there again.</p><p>Waiting.</p><p>Days passed.</p><p>Nothing changed.</p><p>Everything stayed the same.</p><p>For a while, I thought maybe I imagined it.</p><p>Maybe I imagined her.</p><p>Then they came.</p><p>Not loudly.</p><p>Not like heroes.</p><p>They blended in.</p><p>But if you knew what to look for</p><p>you could tell.</p><p>One of them found me.</p><p>He didn’t say much.</p><p>Just enough.</p><p>“Not tonight,” he whispered. “But soon. Be ready.”</p><p>Soon.</p><p>I held onto that word like it was something I could survive on.</p><p>That night, I didn’t sleep.</p><p>Not really.</p><p>For the first time in a long time, I let myself think about something beyond those walls.</p><p>Leaving.</p><p>It didn’t feel real.</p><p>But it didn’t feel impossible anymore.</p><p>When it finally happened, it wasn’t quiet.</p><p>It was chaos.</p><p>Doors slamming.</p><p>Voices shouting.</p><p>People running.</p><p>Everything that had once felt controlled suddenly wasn’t.</p><p>For a second, I froze.</p><p>Not because I was afraid—</p><p>Because I didn’t know if it was real.</p><p>Then someone shouted, “Go!”</p><p>And I did.</p><p>I ran.</p><p>Past the same walls.</p><p>The same doors.</p><p>The same spaces that had once trapped me.</p><p>Only now they felt smaller.</p><p>Like they were losing their hold on me with every step.</p><p>I didn’t look back.</p><p>The air outside hit me like something I didn’t recognize.</p><p>Too open.</p><p>Too real.</p><p>I almost stopped.</p><p>Almost.</p><p>Then I saw her.</p><p>The woman from the street.</p><p>Standing there.</p><p>Waiting.</p><p>I slowed down.</p><p>Not because I wanted to</p><p>But because something inside me needed to understand this moment.</p><p>Needed to believe it.</p><p>“You’re safe,” she said.</p><p>I didn’t answer.</p><p>Not because I didn’t want to</p><p>But because I didn’t know how.</p><p>Safe wasn’t a word I understood anymore.</p><p>But I stayed.</p><p>And that was the beginning.</p><p>Healing didn’t happen all at once.</p><p>It wasn’t easy.</p><p>It wasn’t clean.</p><p>There were nights I woke up and couldn’t breathe.</p><p>Days where I didn’t speak at all.</p><p>Moments where even the smallest things felt too much.</p><p>But there were also small changes.</p><p>People who spoke gently.</p><p>Hands that didn’t hurt.</p><p>Rooms where the doors stayed open.</p><p>And slowly</p><p>Those things started to matter.</p><p>Years later, I stood in front of a room full of people.</p><p>I wasn’t the same girl.</p><p>I knew that.</p><p>But I wasn’t lost anymore either.</p><p>“My name is Dua,” I said.</p><p>My voice didn’t shake.</p><p>“I survived.”</p><p>I didn’t tell my story for myself.</p><p>I told it for the girls who never got the chance.</p><p>For the ones who disappeared without anyone saying their names out loud.</p><p>For the ones still waiting.</p><p>Still watching.</p><p>Still hoping someone would see them.</p><p>Because this isn’t just my story.</p><p><br/></p><h3> Right now</h3><p>An estimated 50 million people are trapped in modern slavery around the world.</p><p>Around 10 to 12 million of them are children.</p><p>Every year, hundreds of thousands of girls are taken, forced into lives they didn’t choose, in places no one sees.</p><p>Some are rescued.</p><p>Thousands, every year.</p><p>But thousands… are not.</p><p>There is no exact year when this ends.</p><p>No clear moment where someone can say this is over.</p><p>But things are changing.</p><p>More people are paying attention.</p><p>More voices are speaking.</p><p>More truths are being exposed.</p><p>And that means something.</p><p>Because somewhere, right now</p><p>There’s a girl like I was.</p><p>Curled into herself.</p><p>Trying to survive something no one should have to survive.</p><p>Waiting.</p><p>Watching.</p><p>Hoping….,</p><p>That someone will finally see her.</p><p>And maybe</p><p>Because you heard this</p><p>You will.</p>
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