To The One Who Poured All - by Letters From Delight ⁠♡♡

This is for the one who is heartbroken not because you didn't find love. But because you poured everything into them and you were left with the grains of yourself, yet they didn't appreciate you. You thought they would change, but all you kept getting was back handed improvement. You went all out for them, but they didn't even know when your tears soaked your pillows at night.You showed up, but they didn't even flinch for you, not even their shadows.Sometimes people can be strange and it makes me wonder if I will ever find my person Even when you shared in their joy, tears, wins and all. You never got to be part of their life. You were not counted as "the one I hold so dear". You thought they were the best thing that ever happened to you, but they were just another thorn added to your flesh. To any one who gave their all to someone who didn't even try.They didn't care but it crushed you.And you are still trying to make sense out of it "why?". They gaslighted you into feeling like you were always the problem. And instead of leaving, you kept pouring into someone that left your cup empty.Left for you, you forever hoped this will work out, but the emotional trauma and the days you question if this was intentional or their personality. Because you didn't fully understand yourself, so you didn't understand them either. You stayed longer than you should, hoping they would change.They won't, and never will.And now you are left with wounds and trauma to heal from.I'm sorry you were so hopeful. Now they've left your life and no longer a part of you.But sometimes they cross through your mind, and you don't know if you should miss them or be grateful for their absence that caused you pain. You don't know wether to unlove them or hate them, but hate is a little too much for you.And even when they slightest thing reminds you of them, I hope you remember why you left. They weren't ready for the kind of love you gave, and that's okay.Your Spirit irritates their demon, and that's okay.And even though they moved on so easily, and life worked out for them.It doesn't mean you didn't matter. It means they don't deserve you in the first place. Love yourself and protect your heart.Healing isn't fun or fast, but you will heal.You might get PTSD, but it's a phase.And next time love someone who knows how to love, who knows what to do with your love. Because the right person won't make you beg to be treated right.They will match your effort without being told, either friendships or relationships.

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