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Tyronos Nigeria
Composer, Producer, Poet, Philosopher, Freelancer @ Miva Open University
Lagos, Nigeria
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What Am I Doing?
<p>That feeling of help being inadequate of such a lack of understanding </p><p>Drives me mad </p><p>Am I too sensitive? </p><p>Should I let things go</p><p>Feel the emotions </p><p>Only to see them again much stronger</p><p>Sometimes I wonder </p><p>Why do I even bother</p><p>Am I a burden ?</p><p>Just let me know </p><p>So I don't have to speak again</p><p><br/></p><p>Why waste time trying to know how to be treated </p><p>After looking out</p><p>The way you can for others </p><p>Honestly I'm tired </p><p>That feeling to end it is stronger </p><p>I know I shouldnt let it wander </p><p>But its funny when those around you </p><p>When they say these emotions shouldn't bubble inside you </p><p>I don't know why it isnt questioned</p><p>I don't know why it makes you sad when I tell you these thoughts i have but you dont feel sad or worried about the actions that cause them</p><p><br/></p><p>Maybe I'm too into my head</p><p>Although I don't want to pretend</p><p>Is it to much to ask?</p><p>Maybe it is </p><p>I don't know anymore </p><p>The exhaustion is drowning </p><p>As i learn to swim </p><p>Which no one guided </p><p>Then the water enters my lungs</p><p>Lost in the songs</p><p>I grow numb </p><p>Lost in the songs</p><p>I glow in hate</p><p>The cross not working </p><p>God's voice is gone</p><p><br/></p><p>I find myself alone and silent </p><p>With nothing echoing back </p><p>In the abyss</p><p>What is this feeling between loneliness </p><p>Nostalgia </p><p>The permanence </p><p>Nigeria </p><p>What are these?</p><p><br/></p><p>I didn't mean to be here </p><p>Why am I here </p><p>Walking in a Limbo</p><p>In forgetted repeated cycles </p><p>Caused by our stagnantion</p><p>Or is by our negation</p><p>Of Being </p><p>Of Death</p><p>Of Sorrow</p><p>Of Love</p><p><br/></p>

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