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"2026 Resolution" ti pada di "mo need solution"🥲😑
<h4><strong style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 14px;">4 Month To Go Kehhhhhhh🤯😓</strong></h4><p><strong style="background-color: transparent;"><br/></strong></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">U</span><strong style="background-color: transparent;">na remember that 2026 resolution wey I write at the beginning of this year?(Check my other Insights)</strong><strong></strong></p><p><strong>Make una help meeee ehhhhhhh...I never achieve anything.😫😪</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>When did I become so comfortable</strong></p><p><strong>watching my own life pass me by?</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Four months remain.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>And somehow,</strong></p><p><strong>I am still carrying dreams</strong></p><p><strong>I swore I would have achieved by now.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>At the beginning of this year,</strong></p><p><strong>I had plans.</strong></p><p><strong>Big plans sef.</strong></p><p><strong>I said,</strong></p><p><strong>“This year, I go finally do this.”</strong></p><p><strong>“I go start that.”</strong></p><p><strong>“I go become better.”</strong></p><p><strong>“I no go waste another year.”</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>But see me now.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>August.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>And I am sitting here</strong></p><p><strong>trying to remember</strong></p><p><strong>when exactly I stopped trying.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Because January me</strong></p><p><strong>was so sure of herself.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>She had goals.</strong></p><p><strong>Lists.</strong></p><p><strong>Vision boards.</strong></p><p><strong>Plans.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>She thought by now</strong></p><p><strong>everything would make sense.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>She didn't know</strong></p><p><strong>some months would come</strong></p><p><strong>and all she would know how to do</strong></p><p><strong>was survive them.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Some days, I was tired.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Some days, I was scared.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Some days,</strong></p><p><strong>I genuinely didn't know where to begin.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>And some days,</strong></p><p><strong>if I am being honest,</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>I was simply unserious.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>I kept saying,</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>“I still get time.”</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Until time became</strong></p><p><strong>the one thing I didn't have enough of.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>And maybe that is what hurts the most.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Not that I didn't achieve everything.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>But that I know there were things</strong></p><p><strong>I could have done</strong></p><p><strong>if I had stopped waiting</strong></p><p><strong>for the perfect version of myself to show up.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>There were doors</strong></p><p><strong>I should have knocked on.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Ideas</strong></p><p><strong>I should have started.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Risks</strong></p><p><strong>I should have taken.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Versions of myself</strong></p><p><strong>I kept postponing.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>But maybe I have also been unfair to myself.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Maybe growth doesn't always look like</strong></p><p><strong>a new job,</strong></p><p><strong>a new relationship,</strong></p><p><strong>a new achievement,</strong></p><p><strong>or something worth posting.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Maybe sometimes,</strong></p><p><strong>growth is simply becoming someone</strong></p><p><strong>who can survive what once broke her.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Maybe some of the battles</strong></p><p><strong>nobody saw</strong></p><p><strong>were victories too.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Still...</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>I don't want to use that</strong></p><p><strong>as an excuse to remain where I am.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Four months remain.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>And I refuse to spend them</strong></p><p><strong>mourning the eight that are gone.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>I can't go back to January.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>I can't rewrite the months.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>But I can decide</strong></p><p><strong>what the remaining ones will remember me for.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Maybe this isn't a resolution anymore.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Maybe it's a reckoning.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>A quiet conversation</strong></p><p><strong>between me and the person</strong></p><p><strong>I said I wanted to become.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>No more “next month.”</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>No more waiting to feel ready.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>No more watching other people</strong></p><p><strong>become who they dreamed of becoming</strong></p><p><strong>while I keep telling myself,</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>“My time will come.”</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Because maybe my time</strong></p><p><strong>has been knocking this whole time.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Maybe I was just too busy</strong></p><p><strong>waiting for permission to open the door.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Four months remain.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>And maybe I won't achieve everything.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Maybe I will still stumble.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Maybe I will still have days</strong></p><p><strong>where I do absolutely nothing.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>But I want to reach December</strong></p><p><strong>and know that I tried.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Not perfectly.</strong></p><p><strong>Not loudly.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Not because I suddenly became fearless.</strong></p><p><strong>But because, for once,</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>I chose not to abandon myself</strong></p><p><strong>just because I was afraid.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>And if that is all I achieve this year,</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>then maybe 2026</strong></p><p><strong>wasn't the year I became everything I wanted to be.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>Maybe it was the year</strong></p><p><strong>I finally stopped becoming a stranger</strong></p><p><strong>to the person I could be.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><strong>I dey come first... We go see for December!</strong></p><p><strong>Odabo.🏃🏽‍♀</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p>

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