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Do you still remember me?..
<p>And if there's something I never got to say..</p><p>Well I still cry late nights, I still beg God to control my breath for me every night, I still don't know how to figure things out, I still fake my smile to move past pain, I still can't find a good job to sustain myself, I still don't know how to navigate things, I still am that small girl you called to talk about life and work issues to every time, I still remember every single step, words, smile and actions you made during your lifetime. </p><p><br/></p><p>I still walk into your room, sleep on your bed, hoping you would be the one to wake me up the next day for fajr prayer, just as you always do. I still wait outside to hear the sound of your humming bike coming inside the street with full speed, I still remember every politics and international relations topic we ever talked about, I still show up for myself as you told me to, I still picture seeing you lead the prayer every time, I still remember you reprimanding and complementing every single action I ever take, I still remember you calling me my sweet beautiful baby, my bigbaby that always make me proud, I still imagine you are on the other line by calling your number always to say hello daddy, I still remember you trying to learn new things from me, i still remember you teaching me new stuffs, I still remember you getting angry only to still send me money for getting you angry, I still remember you picking your call at first ring, i still remember you calling me always during your last days and I just thought you were disturbing me... </p><p><br/></p><p>Can you just call me again, can you just tell me those words again, can you just pick the phone again, just for a minute, I can do well with summarizing all my words right now, </p><p><br/></p><p>can you still remember me the way I remember you???... </p>
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