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A Cross To Carry
<p>I never understand humans really. You feed them so much love and yet it never seems to be enough. It always seems like you are trying to fill in a void. I've tried really. To be the good guy. The understanding one. The caring one. The loving one. </p><p>Yet people take that love I give for granted. The love which I give as mercy. They see it as their right. As what is rightfully owed to them even though they have done nothing to deserve of it.</p><p> So now I wonder , should I give them my hate too, let them see how it is when the mercy being extended to them finally runs out. To laugh and gloat in their anguish. Anguish caused by their own foolhardiness. </p><p>I do understand that I shall be painted as the villain. As the unforgiving, a monster, a being born from so much hate that one can not begin to fathom or understand. I shall be ostracized. I know that as I pass on the hate, I too shall be hated.</p><p> But is that so much to fear? To be hated by the very people, creatures that turned you into what you currently are? Even if I must be given the role of the villain then I shall embrace it with open hands and become such a villain they have never seen. Such that when , if , they have a hero, they too shall wonder if all they do is worth it.</p><p> I have these thoughts and voices in my head everyday but alas I still show mercy as my father who art in heaven showeth me mercy.</p><p> People around me should be grateful for the mercy that I give. That the Lord Himself gives in the form of His Love. Therefore I shall continue showing love even though what most people deserve is my hate. </p><p>It is therefore a cross I must carry. </p>
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