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Adult me, yay!
<p>I was ranting to someone about my expectations of the journey of my life and how the reality contradicts all I thought would be. </p><p>Its been hard, its a war between where I am mentally and where I am physically -giving peak delulu. My reality needs things that I simply am not in the mental space to give.</p><p>That's the war, my mind hinders me from submitting to my current reality and everytime reality pokes at the safe bubble in my head, I spiral and overthink withdrawing deeper because its more than I can give. </p><p>I feel like I’m being challenged to do the things I’m scared of, but I've not had enough practice to be put in such a life or death position!</p><p>Its like my life and destiny are in my hands, I didnt even get enough time to practice adulthood before Ive had to make choices that determine the outcome of my whole life. </p><p>I’m a christian so its more like Jesus is in charge and I just submit but oboy I really can't, I’m just too me to do some of the things He requires of me and I guess I’m ruining everything! </p><p>This is the part where I look unto the hills, where my help comes from, but guess what? I hear nothing but cricket sounds. </p><p>Then I spiral even more and it ruins my whole day, possibly my whole week. At least my stupidity/mistakes were budgeted by Him. Welp, happy monday!</p>
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