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Mel's Lib Nigeria
Student @ Nnamdi Azikiwe university
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In Mental Health 2 min read
IF WISHES WERE HORSES......
<p><span style="background-color: transparent;">"Wish for something and watch it happen."</span><br/></p><p><br/></p><p>"The universe listens."</p><p><br/></p><p>"Manifest it. Say it twice, thrice, and it will come to your feet."</p><p><br/></p><p>These are words that sound like morning hymns, familiar and comforting in theory. They are passed from mouth to mouth until they begin to feel like truth.</p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">We are told to wish for better things.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">But in reality, it often feels like the moment we are told to wish, life becomes heavier. Situations grow stagnant. Doors close. Flowers stop blooming. It begins to feel like we are pushing against something that refuses to move.</span><span style="background-color: transparent;"><br/></span></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">And yet, we are still told to hope.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">But perhaps wishing only exists where hope still has space to breathe.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">In a country where all we do is wish.</span><br/></p><p><br/></p><p>Wish.</p><p><br/></p><p>Wish.</p><p><br/></p><p>A country of survival. where people long for a better life, while systems seem built to resist that longing.</p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">The basic necessities of life in many places are luxuries here.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">What level of penury have we been reduced to?</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">A country where many young people no longer wish, they only try to survive.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">Children no longer speak of becoming pilots, astronauts, or doctors with certainty.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">Dreams are quietly abandoned every day.</span></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">It feels like hardship is concentrated here, like suffering has chosen a home.</span><br/></p><p><br/></p><p>Everyone is against everyone.</p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">The poor measure themselves against other poor people, as though comfort has become relative.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">No one is wishing anymore.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">No one is hoping.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">Dreams are dying.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">People are dying.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">Do we ever get to wish and watch it come true?.</span><br/></p><p><br/></p><p>"Let’s pray instead."</p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">The voices rise from pulpits every Sunday.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">"Things will change."</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">"God will help us."</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">"Our lives will improve."</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">But the reality does not match the promise.</span><br/></p><p><br/></p><p>"My daughter was kidnapped."</p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">"My son was kidnapped."</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">"My husband."</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">"My wife."</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">"Our children are being held hostage."</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">"Someone help us."</span><br/></p><p><br/></p><p>And then another voice answers:</p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">"You are not praying enough."</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">"Give a seed, and miracles will follow."</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">The cycle continues.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">We have given so much already.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;"> It feels like we are now giving our families, our peace, our sense of safety.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">After so many hardships, we begin to remember what used to feel like struggle, and realize it was gentler than this.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">Yet we are still wishing.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">Wishing to become something without being told there are no paths waiting at the end.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">Wishing to own simple joys without being pushed into compromise.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">Wishing to move through our own country without fear attached to every journey.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">Wishing for safety.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">Wishing for rest.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">Wishing for one ordinary day that does not feel like survival.</span><br/></p><p><br/></p><p>Is this the end times, or is it simply my country?</p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">Are we going to keep wishing until there is nothing left of us?</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">I am tired of wishing.</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;"><br/></span></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">Can the universe intervene?</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">Can it send a sign?</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">Does the Creator still remember we are here?</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">Or are we meant to carry the weight of sins we did not commit?</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">Or is that just another story we use to survive the pain?</span><br/></p><p><br/></p><p>If wishes were horses...</p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">If wishes were real...</span><br/></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent;">Would anyone still be standing?</span><br/></p>

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