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Student, Writer. @ Federal University, Oye Ekiti, Ekiti State, Nigeria.
Lagos, Nigeria
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LATELY
<p>LATELY….</p><p><br/></p><p> The past two days hasn’t been my pen days. My creativity, has somehow grown weaker. My eyes discharged tears frequently. Not because of my eye defect but for something else I couldn’t explain.</p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p> I have been feeling a bit worthless lately. You know. The kind that makes you foresee wins and achievement but in reality, you are just a mud gradually becoming a quick sand because everything that comes in contact with you drowns with you and becomes no more.</p><p><br/></p><p> Uh… Where to begin?</p><p><br/></p><p> I was told to be more appreciative towards others? Was I becoming a bit boastful haughty?</p><p><br/></p><p> I was told to worry less.</p><p> Was I wrinkling in anxiety?</p><p><br/></p><p>Come to think of it, am I really fine? Like fine fine?</p><p> </p><p> I ask a lot about if others feel the same but now, I’m not seeking validation. I seek understanding. Bu deep down, I need validation to know if my point is valid. Is that valid?</p><p> </p><p> Chest ache. Chills. Redundant thoughts . Worry. Weakness. Straight face. Especially the last one.</p><p> </p><p> Call me emotional. I’m like this and mostly like this.</p><p> Can’t I have a clear soul and have I worked towards it??</p><p> One way to find out.</p><p> Get to know me. I am a tossed coin.</p><p><br/></p><p> Well, another day to wallow in silence and deep introspection.</p><p> </p><p><br/></p><p> Bon nuit</p>
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