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Student, Writer. @ Federal University, Oye Ekiti, Ekiti State, Nigeria.
Lagos, Nigeria
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IT’S THAT THING AGAIN.
<p>IT’S THAT THING AGAIN.</p><p><br/></p><p> It’s an overstated fact that whenever you are deeply disturbed or perturbed or whatever word you can use to describe great anxiety, you won’t be able to create a masterpiece or something edifying.</p><p><br/></p><p> Lately, I have been that way and it’s getting worse.</p><p>It’s messing with my mind, so bad that I see misfortune. Not to myself but to others.</p><p><br/></p><p> Lord, I hate them in my mind!!</p><p>It’s like, I want to see you crawl on your knees and beg me for forgiveness. Well, I ain’t the Lord. Sorry. </p><p>Suffer my suffer.</p><p>Feel the pain I felt.</p><p>It may not be the same circumstance, but suffer what gives you joy. Let all that you have be destroyed, and let it crumble as you lay your hands on them.</p><p>Everything that brings joy and comfort will be lost. </p><p><br/></p><p>Yesss! Sweet revenge.</p><p><br/></p><p>Sometimes, it’s praises…</p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p>No! This is a bad write up. What is it teaching??</p><p><br/></p><p>I tore the sheet off the manuscript and roughly squeezed it. </p><p><br/></p><p>Even the feeling of paper on your fingernails can be irking. </p><p><br/></p><p>Like, urggghhh….</p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p>What to write?</p><p>If sex now, people will say pervert.</p><p>You know too much.</p><p>Your mind is corrupted with obscenity.</p><p><br/></p><p>What are you watching??</p><p><br/></p><p>Let’s see, education?</p><p><br/></p><p>People kinda know everything these days. It will look repetitive.</p><p><br/></p><p>Ohhhh!! Music.</p><p>Nah, not everyone will get music terminology and appreciate vocal mastery and techniques. They will say, “WEIRD NICHE!!”</p><p><br/></p><p>Omo, building the perfect piece can be tiring and thinking of what to write is draining.</p><p><br/></p><p>Everyone will say:</p><p>“Rest, take your time. You need to recover from unrest.” I read an insight that says the clock waits for no one.</p><p><br/></p><p>Then how?</p><p>I can’t be redundant. When will I recover?</p><p><br/></p><p>That thought ehnn? That’s stupid intrusive and yet satisfying thought of seeing myself in terrible conditions, and sometimes egoistic or living in a utopia enters like an uninvited guest and overstays its welcome like an uninvited guest.</p><p><br/></p><p>Ahhhh!!! </p><p>This life.</p><p>Ohh</p><p>This life </p><p>Is real!! </p><p><br/></p><p>I can now resonates to that legendary soap drama’s theme song.</p><p><br/></p><p>I’m not fed up. Nope. The word to describe this feeling hasn’t been coined yet.</p><p><br/></p><p>Ahh</p><p>It’s Sunday. Off to church.</p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p>
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