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Oluwademilade Soyinka Nigeria
Student @ Afe Babalola University, Ado- Ekiti
Lagos, Nigeria
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In Mental Health 3 min read
LET'S ALL SING TOGETHER.
<p> </p><p><br/></p><p><strong>January 16, 1970. </strong></p><p><br/></p><p>It was a Friday, if memory serves.</p><p><br/></p><p>Nobody believed Ikemefuna.</p><p><br/></p><p>It had been three years. To come back and tell us it was over didn't just make sense.</p><p><br/></p><p>It must be one of his usual jokes. Youthful exuberance.</p><p>It didn't land well today.</p><p><br/></p><p>But you could see in his mien he was telling the truth.</p><p>We scolded him anyways.</p><p>Classic Igbo adults.</p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p>We would hear the news later that night on the radio.</p><p>The war <em> was </em> over.</p><p>You could feel the joy coming from our broken down shacks.</p><p>Rejuvenation. Revelry. Relief.</p><p><br/></p><p>That was when Amaka approached me.</p><p>" Ozoemena. Ozoemena. Your own is getting too much. Now that the war is finally over, you sit here looking dejected. Instead of you to jolly with us. Hian!"</p><p><br/></p><p>She walked away, visibly disgusted.</p><p>Not even looking back once.</p><p><br/></p><p>She just didn't understand.</p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p><strong>January, 2026.</strong></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p>It's 1:03. In the morning.</p><p>You would agree with me that it is very uncommon to find a woman in her late eighties awake at this time.</p><p>Especially in a graveyard.</p><p>The undertaker knows me now.</p><p>He thinks I'm crazy. He told me so once.</p><p>The memory makes me chuckle.</p><p><br/></p><p>But I'm not here for him.</p><p>I'm here for them.</p><p>To listen to their rhythm, their sound, their song.</p><p>I've done it for what? Fifty years?</p><p>In fact.</p><p>You'll join me today.</p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p>Lean in.</p><p>Listen.</p><p>This is my husband's grave.</p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p>I am the dust beneath your passing boot.</p><p>The silent name upon a granite wall.</p><p>I don't wish to hear the Oja flute.</p><p>Nor do I care for medals that recall</p><p>The day I stepped into bullet fire</p><p>And traded youth for ash and mire.</p><p><br/></p><p>I watched my Biafrans vanish one by one.</p><p>Their laughter eaten by gun muzzle screams.</p><p>We left our daughters, wives, first son</p><p>To be greeted by morning from a broken dream.</p><p>What scared us? The torture? The bloodshed? The pain?</p><p>Or the thought that we'd never see family again?</p><p><br/></p><p>My waterloo came with a reminiscence.</p><p>A sudden bang, a tearing in my vest.</p><p>Asking myself: was it folly or sense?</p><p>I feel the hands touching my forced-open chest.</p><p>I sense my essence slip into the clay.</p><p>I see you one more time, then all fades away.</p><p><br/></p><p>Ozoemena.</p><p>Won't you forgive me?</p><p>I admit my mistakes.</p><p>Obim, I was wrong.</p><p>Come.</p><p>Sing with me.</p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p>What?</p><p>You don't like the song?</p><p>I guessed so.</p><p>You young people like modern beats.</p><p>I hear you.</p><p><br/></p><p>Listen.</p><p>Do you hear it?</p><p>The melodic beats and the fast rhythm?</p><p>I know you will like it.</p><p><br/></p><p>This is my daughter.</p><p>My only child.</p><p>My joy in sorrow.</p><p><br/></p><p>Meet Ada.</p><p><br/></p><p>My days were bright before the borders broke,</p><p>Laughter echoed through our garden wall.</p><p>Secure behind gates and doors of oak.</p><p>I never thought I'd see my nation fall.</p><p>But war claims every familiar space.</p><p>Erasing harmony without a trace.</p><p>Can you relate?</p><p><br/></p><p>The iron boots trampled down the oak door,</p><p>Their eyes harder than Oke Nkume stone.</p><p>They pinned my fragile youth against the floor,</p><p>Turning my home into a military zone.</p><p>They took my force what was never their prize.</p><p>Similar pain I see in my mother's eyes.</p><p>While the harmony of dane guns filled the skies.</p><p><br/></p><p>The agony was more than life could bear.</p><p>My life retreated from the battlefield.</p><p>A final breath, a silent prayer,</p><p>To fly to the place where broken souls are healed.</p><p>So from blood and flesh my spirit flew.</p><p>Away from the cruelty the living do.</p><p>Into the clouds and the heavens blue.</p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p>It's 2:00 a.m now.</p><p>The undertaker tells me I've overstayed my welcome.</p><p>I thank him.</p><p><br/></p><p>But does he understand?</p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p><strong>August,2026.</strong></p><p><br/></p><p>The rhythm of the monitor is slow.</p><p>Tired, shallow, ready to go.</p><p>My fingers, like Ogirisi on the white bed,</p><p>Keep tracings of the long life that I've led.</p><p>The daughter I grieved, the husband I mourned.</p><p>The quiet and simple songs that have gone.</p><p>Doctor sees a thin frame of ninety years.</p><p>They don't see the history of tears and fears.</p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p>See my strong husband , see my daughter young.</p><p>See all the lyrics of their satire song.</p><p>See the cruel world that held me back so long.</p><p>See as it fades like a cool jazz song.</p><p>A final peace has settled inside the room.</p><p>I see on the nurses the picture of gloom.</p><p>Come Madu, Come Ada, I hope you'll remember.</p><p>This is my own part.</p><p>Let's all sing together.</p><p><br/></p><p>You should understand.</p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p><strong><br/></strong></p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p>

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