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Self discovery...
<p>As a teenager growing up was hard, because I never knew where I belong...</p><p>I thought I was an extrovert but then again no matter how hard I try I still can't fit in to the circle </p><p>I don't understand why I like silence </p><p>Staying alone gives me fulfillment </p><p>Staying in my room all day long with lights off, curtains closed, earphones on, reading or writing my thoughts down... I can do that for a whole week without getting tired. </p><p>I get irritated when I see people, more like I'm suffering with anthropophobia</p><p>Anxiety </p><p>Avoidance </p><p>Panic attacks </p><p>I lost friends and family members "parents" think I'm possessed, they stopped their children from talking to me, cousins avoided me </p><p>People walked me weirdo...</p><p>I became traumatized </p><p>Thought of committing suicide, but I held back because no matter what suicide is never an option </p><p>But gradually I "discovered myself" move on with my life, and don't care what people call or think about me </p><p>I am me and I find happiness in what I do </p><p>And that's all that matters to me right now </p><p>Even if does that love and stood by me are still trying to force the world on me thinking they are helping me...</p><p>One thing I've grew up to realize is that being an introvert isn't a death sentence or the end of the world </p><p>Because my childhood was messed up because of it </p><p>But I'm still here </p><p>Still fighting </p><p>Still surviving</p><p>And still pushing through </p>
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