<p><strong>Trying to Unlove You</strong></p><p><strong></strong></p><p>Chapter 4: When Time Holds the Answer</p><p></p><p>When he finished telling me everything, neither of us spoke for a while.</p><p></p><p>The air between us felt heavy.</p><p></p><p>For the first time since I had met him, I finally understood why he had always kept a part of himself hidden.</p><p></p><p>His silence had never been because he didn't care.</p><p></p><p>It was because he was still carrying wounds that had never completely healed.</p><p></p><p>I looked at him, but he avoided my eyes.</p><p></p><p>It was as though he had just placed his heart in my hands and was waiting to see what I would do with it.</p><p></p><p>"You've been carrying all of this alone?" I asked softly.</p><p></p><p>He nodded without saying a word.</p><p></p><p>After a few seconds, he finally spoke.</p><p></p><p>"I thought if I kept everything to myself, one day I'd figure it all out."</p><p></p><p>I sighed.</p><p></p><p>"So... what happens now?"</p><p></p><p>He gave a faint smile, but I could see the uncertainty behind it.</p><p></p><p>"I honestly don't know," he admitted.</p><p></p><p>For a moment, I didn't know what to say.</p><p></p><p>His answer wasn't what I had hoped for.</p><p></p><p>But somehow...</p><p></p><p>It was the most honest answer he could have given me.</p><p></p><p>He looked at me and continued.</p><p></p><p>"I know I care about you."</p><p></p><p>"I know you're different."</p><p></p><p>"You have so many of the qualities I've always prayed for in someone I want to spend my life with."</p><p></p><p>He paused before continuing.</p><p></p><p>"But after everything I've been through, I'm afraid of making another mistake."</p><p></p><p>"I don't want to enter another relationship simply because I'm lonely."</p><p></p><p>"I don't want to mistake peace for love again."</p><p></p><p>"I don't want to promise forever until I'm completely certain that's what my heart truly wants."</p><p></p><p>His words broke my heart.</p><p></p><p>Not because they were cruel.</p><p></p><p>But because they were honest.</p><p></p><p>"So..." I asked quietly, "are you saying you don't love me?"</p><p></p><p>He quickly shook his head.</p><p></p><p>"No."</p><p></p><p>"That's not what I'm saying."</p><p></p><p>"What I'm saying is... I don't know what my heart is trying to tell me yet."</p><p></p><p>"I know I care about you deeply."</p><p></p><p>"But I need to know whether this is the kind of love that can lead to marriage... or whether I'm simply holding on to someone who makes my life peaceful."</p><p></p><p>He looked away for a moment before speaking again.</p><p></p><p>"I also want to become financially stable."</p><p></p><p>"I want to build something for myself first."</p><p></p><p>"If I ever ask someone to spend forever with me, I want to know I'm truly ready—not just emotionally, but mentally and financially too."</p><p></p><p>"I don't want to build a relationship on uncertainty."</p><p></p><p>"I want to be sure."</p><p></p><p>As I listened to him, I realized something.</p><p></p><p>He wasn't asking me to leave.</p><p></p><p>He wasn't asking me to wait forever either.</p><p></p><p>He was simply asking for time.</p><p></p><p>Time to understand himself.</p><p></p><p>Time to heal completely.</p><p></p><p>Time to become the man he wanted to be.</p><p></p><p>For a brief moment, I asked myself if I should walk away.</p><p></p><p>Maybe remaining friends would be easier.</p><p></p><p>Maybe letting go would save both of us from future heartbreak.</p><p></p><p>But another part of me whispered...</p><p></p><p>"Don't force what time hasn't finished writing."</p><p></p><p>I smiled gently.</p><p></p><p>"Then don't rush your answer," I said.</p><p></p><p>"I don't want you to choose me because you're afraid of losing me."</p><p></p><p>"I want you to choose me because one day you'll be certain that I'm the woman you truly want to spend the rest of your life with."</p><p></p><p>He looked at me, and for the first time that evening, I saw relief in his eyes.</p><p></p><p>Neither of us made any promises.</p><p></p><p>Neither of us walked away.</p><p></p><p>We simply chose to let time do what neither of us could.</p><p></p><p>If our paths were truly meant to become one...</p><p></p><p>Time would reveal it.</p><p></p><p>And if they weren't...</p><p></p><p>Then perhaps we were meant to remain two people who helped each other heal.</p><p></p><p>As I watched him leave that evening, one thought stayed in my mind.</p><p></p><p>Sometimes love isn't about holding on.</p><p></p><p>Sometimes...</p><p>It's about having enough patience to let time reveal whether two hearts are truly meant to beat as one.</p><p></p><p>They say time heals every wound.</p><p>But what if time doesn't only heal?</p><p>What if time also reveals who is truly meant to stay?</p><p>Only time will tell...</p><p></p><p>Thanks for Reading to this point of the story.</p><p>THE END </p><p>written by Shuliê -ink 🖋️</p><p></p>
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