JADED - by Eyi-Ojotule Abigail Gabriel

Jaded I am tired of your control and disapproval!Tired of sulking and sniveling!Tired Of bemoaning to myself!I wasted two decades of my life serving you.I got ripped bare like a banana and manhandled like a rag.Been stopped like a gift being unwrapped by an excited begger on the street.I've been used to satisfy the libido of them all.Tried to reel of but I got nowhere to hide. You made me feel like I was in the limelight, meanwhile I was severely manipulated and offered as a flag day token I could never please you!My moans rose like incense to the roof.Helpless!You said my coming to this world was an arson ;I set ablaze your freedom.You irked me with your flippant tone when I complained to you.I have lived in a blatantly unfair and unfortunate situation! I am tired of it all! Can I ever make you forget your past?.Can I ever break free from your bitterness transfer?Can you ever stop seeing me as one of your mistakes?I thought you were naturally terrible having a sadist issue among others.Now I know your sinister intention converge at a thought of destroying me.I'm a ransom to be paid for your happiness.Your efforts are concerted to destroying me.I'm tired of healing and getting bleeding scars !I'm tired of following you! I've never seen a vivacious smile.I've never felt a hug .For all you care,I should have been dead.You used me to gain mastery of evil which is invariably your optimum priority.I have faced your antagonistic parenting for way too long.I can't live your life!.I just can't be you!I can't be a victim of your pain anymore!I am done! He bruised you,hurt you and taught you bitterness.What do you do?Your vengeance is on me .He made you a curse and you made me one instead of rewriting the <a class="tc-blue" href="https://stars.Your" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">stars.Your </a> stars!You wouldn't let my eardrums relax grin your complain of birthing me by mistake.You made me a slave!a thief!a fiend!a retard!a psychopath!a common prostitute!an envoy of shame and a demibeast!My plaintive cry was never heard. You made my life as miserable as yours but no longer will I put up with you.I will never be a mother like you!I wish I never met you.If I were to be a lexicographer,I would have made mother mean demon, withIf all mother's are like you.I'm taking an independence trip of no return far from you!.Far from pain!Far from hate!Far from everything!I hope and know you never find me.I wish you much more than eternal pain!

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