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The Jotter Keeper Nigeria
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In Mental Health 5 min read
A look in the Mirror!💭
<p>Friday, 06th of February, 2026.</p><p>I’m in a session with my mind, “The therapist”</p><p>Nothing seems clear, all road seems blocked.</p><p><br/></p><p>Hi TaVI, It’s me The therapist. Thanks for sitting with me on this one. Where do we start? </p><p><br/></p><p>Let’s call this session “Weary Mind Friday”</p><p><br/></p><p>So? I’m all ears.</p><p><br/></p><p>:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::</p><p><br/></p><p>Look; </p><p><br/></p><p>How can I explain I’m into you, and not myself?</p><p>How can I explain my life is a mess, maybe also a joke.? </p><p>How can I explain I’m a pessimistic overthinker?</p><p>How can I explain I don’t know what true relationship feels like? </p><p><br/></p><p>I mean;</p><p>How can I explain I’m someone hated by everyone?</p><p>How can I explain how I think so less of myself?</p><p>How can I explain the last time I was happy was a year before a year ago?</p><p>How can I explain how people stick nose into what’s not their business?</p><p>How can I explain my interest in Dark skinned girls?</p><p>How can I explain I’m 6”7 tall?</p><p>How can I explain my purview as a Nigerian wishing to escape the four walls of his motherland?</p><p>How can I explain the pain, the loss and the cane?</p><p><br/></p><p>See;</p><p>How can I explain I feel Dense towards life?</p><p>How can I explain how I’ve been rooting for people all my life?</p><p>How can I explain the silent cries and silent fights,</p><p>How can I explain the sweet days, and the sour days? </p><p>How can I explain my wish to be a better singer?</p><p>How can I explain my wish to be a better father?</p><p>How can I explain I want no pain for my mother?</p><p>How can I explain to you that my love for you is pre-feeling.</p><p><br/></p><p>Woah! TaVI calm down; my mind said to me.</p><p><br/></p><p>So sorry, but;</p><p>How can I explain my dissatisfaction in marriage?</p><p>How can I explain the debt, the risk, and the pressures?</p><p>How can I be subjected to one meal and not numerous ones?</p><p>How can I be happy, when my soul seems empty?</p><p><br/></p><p>How can I explain I’m in a debt I can’t repay?</p><p>How can I explain I prefer S*x over a Date?</p><p>How can I explain I’d rather joke than take things out on you?</p><p>How can I explain people’s comment on my life?</p><p>How can I explain the words like you’re so Ugly, dumb and broke.</p><p>How can I explain, I wish I was in control?</p><p>How can I explain they claim do, but they don’t.</p><p>How can I explain the truth when I haven’t discovered it myself? </p><p><br/></p><p>Look; </p><p>How can I explain that I’m sane, but not sane?</p><p>How can I explain my love you might get slain?</p><p><br/></p><p>How can I explain I speak to myself most times,</p><p>How can I explain this isn’t a news like Daily Times?</p><p>How can I explain my sister is my backbone?</p><p>How can I explain the love, the support and the sacrifice?</p><p>How can I explain I need help at this point?</p><p>How can I explain I’m getting tired everyday?</p><p>How can I explain I can’t remain in this state?</p><p>How can I explain my wish to be in control?</p><p><br/></p><p>Damn!</p><p>How can I get explain Machala’s my fave and not OBO? </p><p>How can I explain over my life, I’m not the CEO?</p><p>How can I explain I’m satisfied with people’s hate? </p><p>How can I explain I’m okay with people’s hate?</p><p>How can I explain I’ve accepted my own fate? </p><p>How can I explain I’m losing my touch in Faith? </p><p><br/></p><p>How can I explain my wish for God to just intervene? </p><p>How can I explain with God I need an Interview?</p><p>How can I explain I’m all alone, even though people surrounds me? </p><p><br/></p><p>How can I explain my wish to be world richest,</p><p>How can I explain how my dreams came crashing down?</p><p>How can I explain how I keep spacing out? </p><p><br/></p><p>Maybe? </p><p><br/></p><p>How can I explain I could keep doing this? </p><p>How can I explain my mind’s telling me to stop?</p><p>How can I explain the pettiness tied up in women brain? </p><p>How can I explain that I’m the Yang, my soul is the Yin,</p><p>How can I explain this crash-out comes with a win? </p><p>How can I explain my Dirty mind? And my Dirty Hands?</p><p><br/></p><p>How can I explain the little wins, the little cheers?</p><p>How can I explain life as a whole? </p><p>How can I explain your life, mine and theirs?</p><p>How can they explain theirs, mine and others? </p><p><em><br/></em></p><p><strong><em>That was Serious TaVI, Are you sure you’re good? You need to let me know these things on time, </em></strong></p><p><strong><em>That’s a whole lot of thought. 💭 </em></strong></p><p><br/></p><p> We’ve come to the end of today’s session, but we’ll fix another date soon. </p><p><br/></p><p>Excerpt of a weary mind. </p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><p><br/></p>

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