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Kuroumi_K Nigeria
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Happy belated new year to anyone who cares, and new month I guess.(Suffocation)
<p>Suffocation. It isn't a pretty word, its a very horrid one.</p><p>Suffocation in plain terms, is the art of relieving enough oxygen from a body to cause disfunction or disruption of bodily activities, through applying enough force or strain or through chain reactions. </p><p>With that out of the way, I'd like to get into the main type of 'suffocation' I'm talking about. Do you ever feel like you're too clustered up, like the whole world is squeezing you tight, or in a sense, the whole world is squeezing you too less, like it's ready to let go of you anytime and every time? Well you're not alone in this way that you feel. </p><p>Even if it's not much, I'm also in that same sort of situation. You may not know me, and I may not know you, but at least that kind of relieves a bit of the burden, right? I'd like to hope it does. For me it feels like the world is squeezing me too less. Like I'm just a miserable little phantom that will fade one day, unseen and unheard.</p><p>Like I've written in my previous insights, the world is cruel- so very cruel, and yet it is dazzling, it is hideous but still so beautiful, it is very cold but so pleasantly warm that you wouldn't even be able to believe it. This world is poetic in its own beautiful and twisted way.</p><p>Basically, I guess what I'm trying to say is, everyone is finding it hard to breathe maybe because we are forgetting how to. At times the greed or avarice we feel blinds us into feeling like we have nothing, when we might already have a lot, and just want so much more. Let's all take one step back and have a little look at our lives- if we're here now, doesn't that mean we've come so far, i mean we've come this far. What we have, may or may not be enough, but hey, its something- I'd rather have that than lose everything. </p><p>Breathe in and breathe out... there you go, doesn't it seem so much lighter when you see that you've gotten here. But don't be deluded, this isn't the stop point. If you stop for too long, that would only mean you're in a procrastination phase, which is kinda very close to laziness, so let's get our priorities straight. </p><p>Don't worry, you'll be fine. I won't be so naive as to say that the first step is all it takes- no, no, no, it takes more, probably a lot more. But I think, we'll be able to handle it, I know we'll be fine.</p><p>To conclude, not many will read this, and that's fine. But to those who <em>do</em> read this, and feel like I'm typing this to them, I want you to know that you will never be alone, so don't let the 'suffocation' win. We're bigger, stronger and sturdier than we think. We just need to try harder, to try hard enough- how hard you ask? Hell if I know. I'm just a nineteen year old dude trying to scrape up his sorry butt into the life of a more presentable human being/writer ( yes, I'm an aspiring writer). But one thing I <em>do</em> know, is that hard work will forever be rewarded- I mean it's cause and effect, a literal law of <em>THE UNIVERSE!</em></p><p>So please let's all work hard and fight on. We'll be okay... You and I both. </p><p><br/></p><p>I apologize that I haven't posted anything in a very looong while, to anyone who cares, that is😅. Happy belated new month and year once again, and please take it easy with this year's valentine, guys😑. I apologize is I sounded presumptuous or condescending,  in any way shape or form in this.</p><p>Well that's all from me. </p><p>Kuro out.</p>
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