My Letter to You ✉️ - by Doubra✍🏾

Cha eun woo said you should listen,I want love that excites me.Love that keeps me warm in a secure way.Love that turns off my guards and quiets my survival mode. The kind that bridges the gap between reality and fantasy.Something dear.Something meaningful.Something accepted.Something that holds me when I am shattering. Please stay. On a rainy summer night, my heart broke.Forever was promised. Promises were broken.Dreams were snatched away.Burns and scars from something that was never my fault. I remember how we walked through the sunny streets of Nyanya Market looking for the perfect gift for your Daddy.I remember how we would laugh and make fun of people right in front of them. You were the only person who made me feel human.And now everything feels blur.I wish I could be jovial and happy again.I guess life only gives us one chance. When you left, you took a version of me with you — the soft one, the happy one, maybe even the human one. I LOVE YOU. But when you left, you left with unsaid dreams.It hurt knowing you would no longer be a part of my life.All I want is closure.Why did you leave?Tears are not enough to call you back.I wish they were.Did I offend you? We dreamt of being rich.Tell me, what is the essence now?Staying in this lonely world where everything reminds me of you — from morning till dawn. Omo you no try ooI wan still help us fulfill our dreams sha And I won't leave even its lonely without you As tears soak my pillow, I wish you knew how drenched these guys are. What happened to us?Just come back. Watching your pulse rate drop, every part of me hoped it was not our final goodbye.You did not even open your eyes to wave at me.Please come back. I remember how the echoes of our laughter filled the room and made us happy.Every part of me loved being with you.Now my heart is broken.Shredded into pieces.Burdened with dreams that feel too far away.Broken, with no hope of repair. People say you only know the value of something when you lose it.But tell me, how do I mourn when you took all the value with you and left me with nothing? They say time heals wounds.But today marks another year without you.We were supposed to have built an empire by now.Instead, I am trapped in this caged version of myself, seeking closure and validation.Please come back.Depression has held my hand and refuses to let go.Tell me why.Oh… I forgot.You took my heart.I am standing in a crowd full of people without you by my side,and loneliness has had many conversations with me . You committed suicide.Was my love not enough?Was it family issues?Heartbreak?Anxiety?Depression?Sapa?Or was it something darker?Everything is blur.Using your blood to write a note on how the world treated you was not fair. Why didn’t you come to me? Just once.Did someone hurt you? Watching you lifeless in your favorite blue dress — the one we both own — is killing me.What did I do to deserve this pain?Pain from you. I am screaming inside my mind, wishing this was just a nightmare.Please… come back.

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