ROSES ARE RED , VIOLETS ARE BLUE. EVERYDAY I LOOK UP THE SKY AND WONDER ,WHY ME?

I've not just felt pain , I've lived it . I'm living but often feel like death would be freedom. I'm standing above Teddy's tomb without a trace of tears , how could I even think of crying , I'm happy he's finally free . Everyone around me wails , filled with tears in their eyes , I hear whispers from guests, all wondering how I'm handling the situation so well , if only they knew how badly I wanted to scream and ask questions but , there was no one left to give answers . There's a constant debate amongst my members , I'm living but my existence seems to have been erased and scorched from the earth, maybe i should grant myself freedom or so I thought. Was death really freedom from life's cruelty? Well from one perspective - you don't have to worry about survival, ambitions or the future, from another perspective - you don't have hope for a change or turn of events, your chapter's concluded and your fate is literally sealed in stone. The silence is deafening, and the questions echo in my mind.Why him? Why now? What's left for me?The world around me is a blur, and I'm stuck in this moment,Replaying memories, and wondering what could've been . The echoes of laughter, the whispers in the night,Haunt me like shadows, a bittersweet delight.I search for answers, but they're lost in the haze,Leaving me with only questions, and a heart that's grey. The days blend together, a never-ending loop,Each one a reminder of what's gone, what's been lost in the sweep.I try to move forward, but the past holds me tight,A constant reminder of what's been, of what's not right. The nights are the hardest, when darkness falls like a shroud,And the stars outside seem to whisper secrets, unspoken truths aloud.I lie awake, caught in the tide of what's been,Wishing, hoping, praying for a break from the pain. But amidst the pain, there's a glimmer of hope –Maybe, just maybe, this is a chance for me to find myself again,To rediscover what's left of me, to heal the scars,To learn to breathe again, to find my way in the dark. The road ahead is uncertain, foggy, and long,But I'm taking the first step, one painful step at a time 💔.I'm stepping into the unknown, with no map or guide,But with every step, I'm finding a piece of myself, I'm finding my stride. I'm learning to let go, to release the weight,To find my voice, to rewrite my story, to be free at last.I'm finding strength in vulnerability, courage in the unknown,A new path unfolding, with every step, every tone. The stars are aligning, the winds are shifting too,A new chapter's unfolding, with lessons to learn, and truths to pursue.I'm finding my way, through the darkness and the light,To a place where love and hope entwine, where I can finally be alright . And as I walk this path, I'm finding new shades of grey,Moments of beauty, whispers of a brand new day.I'm learning to forgive, to let go of the pain,To find peace in the journey, to love myself again. The memories still linger, but they're not as sharp,The edges are softening, the hurt is starting to fade, to heal and to scar.I'm finding my footing, my voice, my way,In the silence, I'm learning to listen, to stay.When there's life , there's hope 😊.It's never over until it's over. Statistics has revealed that suicide is the third leading cause of death for people between age 15 - 29.2026 hasn't even completed it's first trimester but the stats for suicide cases are so alarming, thousands of cases where the individuals felt suicide was their only source of peace. Suicide is not and will never be peaceful, imagine erasing your existence with your own hands, your hopes, ambitions all gone down the drain . It's also a sin if we view from a religious point. The suicide cases so far, are people who couldn't hold on any longer, individuals who were wronged, who felt unseen , unheard and felt trapped now reduced to mere data points. A little kindness on our path can lead to a decline in suicide cases. Don't tear people down with your words or actions.A little hi, hello can really make a difference.

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