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The thing about waiting.
<p>Have you ever had to wait so long that you start to count the hours? You imagine the current hours being a recent hour, you can picture the next hour making it way slowly towards the present, and the day following suit, shifting towards it. It's going to be night soon, among all the things, you can't imagine night, you can only think about the hours.</p><p><br/></p><p>You've being waiting long enough that you're tired of seating. You pick yourself up, stretch a bit, or lean to the door, and back to your seat(like it's part of you now). You're already tired after seating for those brief minutes. All these minutes passing, why not do something? You think this is the right moment to meditate, you try it, and it only lasts for a minute, before you're distracted by your own body, your finger starts tapping on your right knee. Now what? You try doing something else, stretching yourself out from your seat, you react like a worm.</p><p><br/></p><p>You don't want to be a worm, this is the best way you can stay distracted. Being a worm won't be nice, it's going to be a devastating situation. The images of you being vulnerable right at the front of your mind. You'd be food to everything that comes in contact with you. Children would squash you out of share boredom, you'd be their muse. They'd walk away, forgetting you exist.</p><p><br/></p><p>What about a snake? At this moment you're in the walls of your mind, you're not outside of it. The walls of your mind are huge, a large hall, a perfect place to hold a ball, right now, it's only you in this large hall, and all you can think of, is to be a worm or a snake.</p><p><br/></p><p>The idea of being a snake is not pleasant also. You want to chew on your food, not swallow it. To taste every piece that makes the morsel what it is. You're not going for a snake or an ant, or a bird, or an elephant, you're back to being human.</p>
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