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Obikaeze Precious Nigeria
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In Mental Health 2 min read
An authentic me
<p>The feeling of not being enough is not uncommon today,infact it's one of the most  dominating feelings.</p><p>  Hating on one's self could be associated with so many reasons, perhaps being scared to be yourself could be one of the reason,or worse still letting people opinion dictate your choices could be another.</p><p>I just want to be me,not overthinking anything.</p><p> 'Everyone hates me that's why they're staring so hard at me' ,this is the mindset some of us settle with.</p><p>You  take one step waiting for a gost to come pull you under,and some even hope for it. running from a gost,an imaginary shadow of yourself.</p><p>   Being one's hater is the worst feeling in the world because you've lost faith in yourself before you even tried.</p><p>life becomes exhausting,a continued repeat of the reminder of how worthless you are.</p><p>     And you get the overwhelming feeling that you can't function on your own, always needing to be associated with someone. you believe to have lost value alone.</p><p>it's like being chained down orbiting in someone else's success.</p><p>  when will i ever be free?</p><p>when will i ever be good enough just by myself.</p><p>This becomes the most likely questions that'll come to mind.</p><p>the feeling of being inferior is the most exhausting feeling in the world because you are slowly dying both mentally and emotionally.</p><p>it's really hard being authentic, I know because I've been there,hell, I might still be there but I'm ready to finally be free from myself and my self hating mind.</p><p>I'm finally tried of thinking I'm not good enough, I hope wherever you are this message gets to you.</p><p>you need to pull the reigns on your mind and gain control again,our minds can hurt and condemn us before anyone else.</p><p><br/></p><p>        Am I finally good enough?</p><p>Well I don't know for a fact but I'm finally ready to be good enough and that's what matters.</p><p>I wanna be me,and only me, finally authentically me.</p>

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