Coming of Age!🙋‍♀️🪽 Part 2.

The issue isn’t Tade anymore, he has never been an issue to me. Our relationship is over a year now, and I think unconsciously or consciously, we’ve created a bond, a soul attached one. He made me a woman, and by doing so, we’ve become an entity, feeding off of each other’s soul. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of him, and this isn’t a typical “Lovers thing” it’s beyond that, I think my soul just yearns for him.. Tade isn’t the issue, but Mayowa is. Mayowa is just a guy, I don’t know what else to describe him with… Should I call him my brother? My friend? Or a Foe? I’m conflicted. He’d informed me several times that he likes me, and he want us to be together, but I told him I have someone I’m with. He shrugs anytime I make mention of Tade. Wonder why you’d get mixed feeling over something that’s not yours.. I don’t want to call it jealousy, because would jealousy really suffice? Overtime, there was constant and persistent pressure from Mayowa, with nothing kept as secret from Tade. Tade knew every of Mayowa’s constant demands, a piece Of information Mayowa is oblivious to by the way.. ………………. On a fateful night, Mayowa told me to kiss him. Not jokingly. Not in the careless way people sometimes throw words into the air, expecting them to disappear before anyone has time to catch them. He looked at me when he said it. And suddenly, the room felt smaller. I remember the silence that followed. I got scared for a while, different scenarios ran through my mind. He kept pestering me, and I told him that it’s fine, that he can come to me, but that’ll be the first and last time. We kissed, and something felt elevating. Not like I haven’t had my first kiss, but this was different to Tade’s. Maybe it was my body reacting to it, because Mayowa never sparked my Interest, and I never hated Mayowa, I just didn’t like him in a romantic way.”. Days passed, weeks passed; Mayowa didn’t come around. I was worried, but I learnt he was sick, and had to be rushed to the hospital. I was genuinely worried because of his health nothing else made me worried. And so Mayowa returned; he’s been wanting to re-enact that first moment we had together since his return, but I keep turning him down. I informed Tade about the kiss, told him it was a mistake.. Tade agreed, and that was it.. Mayowa is back, he’s pestering me, said he wants something serious, he also wants to kiss me, just like our first time. He said to me, “I’d like to sit beside you, touch you, fall asleep with you by my side.” I laughed and gave him a stern look, before I knew it, I uttered “ In your Dreams” That statement came across as hateful and harsh, but I can assure you it’s not from a place of hate. I just genuinely told him. I never hated Mayowa, I just didn’t like him in a romantic way. I don’t want to betray Tade, i told you I have someone I’m with. I uttered that to Mayowa. That same words that lingered at the back of my mind when I was unsure about Tade came crawling back again, but this time there was someone to tell. “Are you trying to use me to pass time? Or clear Konji?” I could tell Mayowa was hurt by the word, but I didn’t care. Just wanted something that’d make him leave me alone. He was pained, but I couldn’t really care less. He likes me, and not the other way round, so I’m good. Mayowa left, he was down, but at least I was true to Tade. Want to know who Mayowa is? When I find the courage, then we’ll proceed.

Coming Of Age

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