JEMY

I thought I could find space in your heart.

 A place to rest 

A place to breathe.

You said there was no vacancy 

Yet I was desperate

 You reluctantly cut out a place for me to manage.

I thought I found a haven.

It was only a delusion.

 With time, the space became too tight. I became uncomfortable.

Seems your priorities took a larger share of your heart . So they pushed me out 

And I fell. 

I crashed.

 I broke...

My heart...

In pieces...

Trying to find a space in yours.

TEEE

Perhaps I should have known That a space offered out of pity Could never feel like a home.

I kept adjusting, Shrinking pieces of myself, Hoping that one day There would be enough room to be loved.

I silenced my needs, Dismissed my fears, And called the little attention I received A reason to stay.

But tell me How does one convince a heart to make room When it has already decided Who deserves to live in it?

I never asked for the whole of you .

  I only wanted a corner Where my presence wouldn't feel like an inconvenience.

A place where I could exist Without competing for attention Without begging to matter Without constantly wondering If tomorrow would find me homeless again.

And perhaps the saddest part is this:

I wasn't asking for too much....I was simply asking the wrong heart To make room for me

Now I must gather the pieces Find the home I abandoned within myself, And learn that being unwanted in one heart Doesn't make me unworthy of love.

Because I deserved a home Not just a space to manage.

Written by Poet Tosan and Royal Priest Jemysjoy

A consolidated effort.

Never let anyone make you feel unwanted.

If they got no space for you in their hurt, please walk away.

Protect your peace.

Avoid toxicity.

You deserve to be loved,valued,cherished and cared for.

You are worthy of love.

Celebrate yourself if nobody does.

Love others without forgetting to love yourself.

Find a space in your own heart.

Be your first cheerleader .

You are worth more than rubies,pearls, emerald and diamonds.

Shine on!