I’am tired…………..

I need to rest!!!

But I really don’t know if resting will be possible.

Or will I say that resting is not really  necessary?

If I should rest how will I feed myself?

If I should rest how will i cover up what I was supposed to do at the moment I used in resting🙃?

If i don’t rest I will be rest assured that I have something to put on my table.

But I just have to be sincere to myself “I am really tired”.

Word of encouragement is not working for me anymore😞.

I will just act like I am listening to them but back inside my dark room I will have a rethink about it.

No time to rest….and if there is a little time to rest a lot of things will be left undone.

Now I am confused about what to do.

Reality is really setting in for me and is really getting hard to make a decision on what to do.

Now what do you think I should do?

Should I rest or should I continue to work?

Cause right now I am tired and I am feed up!!!!