What have I done lord

I your son

Had defiled the temple 

Invited my demons

To the holy temple

A disgrace I am

A failure I am

I found a strange woman

And I came into here

A strange woman on my resting place

Doors locked

It was my first

I swear

I had never touched a woman lingerie 

But this time I did

I had been pushed to this limit

I was tired

Couldn't control my bowels anymore

So is my loins

My John Thomas was hardened

Milk bags moving left and right 

My demon had gotten

All I could say God help me

All I could do is wink my eyes

 Lock myself up

Eat junks just to clear my mind 

I had a true love once

A real and the first one

Books and pen separated us

Left for uni

My heart still yearn for her

Then my love forlese

I tried fighting my one and only demon

Concupiscence at high level

I was a faithful soldier of the Lord

I pray, explore God's word

But I had fallen in battle

An injured soldier 

A bleeding one

I had lost grace

Find me Lord

Restore and heal me

I'm worst more than a prodigal son 

I hugged a covess 

Father,I placed my lip ,mouth of praise 

Deep into the lip of a covess

Sucking, hunger for lust

I unloosened her bra

Beheld her dangling roes

How rotten I am Lord

I had blinded my inner eyes

Eaten tht forbidden fruit

They spirit despite my iniquity 

Cautioned me

I felt uncomfortable 

I knew it wasn't right,my conscience troubleleth me

Thanks to my father upstairs ,I hadn't emptied my phallus 

My loins was loosened 

The chain has been loosened,but the chained was still intact 

I'm no more me

I had gone rogue

I had became my fears

My villain

If I was an hero

Save me Lord 

Heal me

Protect me from this demon

I am demonized

Chain this demon

Unchain me instead 

Cupid got nothing on me 

It was just a distasteful yearn

Youthful lust

A word of ignominy

 Sleeping soldier is close to death 

The king of crossroads hath sent his folks at me

How gone I am

Lord ,only thy had could draw me out like peter

Out of this mess