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In Mental Health 3 min read
The Morning After You Killed Yourself
<p><sub>Your bed is exactly as you left it. Your blankets sway in corners all around your bed. </sub></p><p><sub>Light will slide through curtains like nothing happened. As if you didn't leave your name folded in the blankets. </sub></p><p><sub><br/></sub></p><p><sub>Your room will smell like you for a while. Not forever. Just long enough to hurt. </sub></p><p><sub><br/></sub></p><p><sub>The tap is still off waiting for you to twitch it on with your hands.</sub></p><p><sub>Your favorite breakfast is being cooked but you never get to enjoy it. </sub></p><p><sub>The birds start to chirp around your window but you can't hear them.</sub></p><p><sub>Your cat doesn't understand and keeps looking for you. </sub></p><p><sub>Your stuff remains untouched and keeps waiting for you to come back. </sub></p><p><sub>The earpiece on the table, right beside your books. The cup of coffee sitting pretty beside them. Your pen, wallet and ID card, eye glass, and charger -all on the table. </sub></p><p><sub><br/></sub></p><p><sub>Right in your bathroom shelf -sits the dove moisturizing body wash, body scrub, toothbrush and paste, hair scrub. Your towel still hang where you left it, creased into a shape of an absence unknown.</sub></p><p><sub><br/></sub></p><p><sub>Your gym bag and shoes awaits for the next workout. </sub></p><p><sub>Your tripod awaits for your next shoot. </sub></p><p><sub>Your mom calls over and over again -refusing to believe you are gone.</sub></p><p><sub>You leave hearts to ache as long as they can. </sub></p><p><sub><br/></sub></p><p><sub>The kettle will boil.</sub></p><p><sub>Bread will toast. </sub></p><p><sub>Someone will complain about the weather. </sub></p><p><sub>Cravings will be had.</sub></p><p><sub>People will fall in love, get married, breakup, divorce, kill, protect, cry and smile. Because what is life without all of these ugly beauty?. </sub></p><p><sub>Cars will run through the express. </sub></p><p><sub>And the world cruel in its efficiency will continue breathing. </sub></p><p><sub><br/></sub></p><p><sub>Your unread messages will be left unread forever. </sub></p><p><sub>People will text you, hoping for a reply. But you left. </sub></p><p><sub><br/></sub></p><p><sub>People will cry differently.</sub></p><p><sub>Some in silence, some loudly. </sub></p><p><sub><br/></sub></p><p><sub>And you? You will be everywhere but nowhere. </sub></p><p><sub>In hymns and songs that feels heavier at the intro of them. </sub></p><p><sub>The night after you die will proof something terrifying but reality. </sub></p><p><sub>That life does not stop for grief. </sub></p><p><sub>You will live in the way they say "remember when". </sub></p><p><sub><br/></sub></p><p><sub>They'll say you've gone to rest and be with the angels as a consolation for their grieve. </sub></p><p><sub>But there's a theory that says life after death. </sub></p><p><sub>There's a doctrine that says taking your own life is sin and it's punishable by eternity in hell. </sub></p><p><sub>Who knows?....</sub></p><p><sub><br/></sub></p><p><sub>Wait! </sub></p><p><sub>it's not to scare you, I'm just saying you shouldn't die. Not out of depression or the weight of life. For this too shall pass. I know those bags are heavy, but look at youuu!</sub></p><p><sub>I mean, who lays such beauty and handsomeness 6ft?</sub></p><p><sub><br/></sub></p><p><sub>As of January 2026 - we've had 49,311 suicide cases. (Sources from WHO). </sub></p><p><sub>And on January 17, 2026, we had - 2,310 suicide cases. As of today we are yet to know. </sub></p><p><sub><br/></sub></p><p><sub>The world is NOT better off without you. </sub></p><p><sub>There is so much beauty left for you to experience. </sub></p><p><sub>So much life left to live. </sub></p><p><sub>The darkness doesn't last forever.</sub></p><p><sub><br/></sub></p><p><sub>Please don't die. </sub></p><p><sub>This writer loves you. Here is a letter from me to you. See this as my personal piece to you. </sub></p><p><sub>I love you. ✨</sub></p>
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