WHEN DID THIS BECOME LOVE? EP:1

ONCE UPON MY HEART (Opens window)It feels really weird starting like this but I am currently in my fiancé house. Saturdays are just too useless at this stage in life when you really don’t stress about how the future will be anymore. I mean, I’m anticipating for the next steps but at the same time I know what comes next already. After all the stress for years trying to figure out what today will be. I’m finally in the house of the love of my life. Getting up with early morning kisses and living that life I have always imagined in the late midnights of my earliest 20’s. EPISODE 1: THE ONE I LOVED Sometimes i wonder what true love means in the current world and the first meaning that comes to my mind is the definition my C.R.K teacher gave me when I was in primary school which goes thus: “Love is the feeling you feel when you feel the feeling you have never felt before.” I feel that is real but how does it happens to two different individuals. France is the name of the guy I met when I was 23, he is the kind of guy my boyfriend would pray never to cross my path; he was never the guy that will give you to shoulders to cry on when what you needed was a good sex. I made mistakes in life and he was the one I never regretted doing. I’ll never recommend this but sex gets even better when it comes with risk. I love the woman I was but I wasn’t proud of her. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .As a medical student, I genuinely hate that phase I have to spend a time in my life interning again, what do you mean all my years of studying was not good enough to start being professional at Clinics. The stress and bustle really needed a break perhaps something relaxing or even a new thing to be look forward to every day apart from my boyfriend in the military or the stress ill be dealing with the next day. And the nature didn’t fail me. Although it only favors me when I’m making crazy decisions and never the prideful ones. Saturday evening and I’m heading back to my apartment after a very long unproductive day at work. I dragged my feet along as my heavy tote bag weighs me down even making me even more exhausted.“Do you need an arm?” That was how it started with France and funny enough I realized it was never about arm. It was about us being more useful to each other. I paused to see who offered to help and damn I can’t deny I got infatuated at the spot. Well, I was ovulating this day and it feels normal to be kinda attracted to every guy but this even hits different. I am seeing him for the first time and I have created a lot of fun scenes with him in my head. “Really, I’ll really love that” I responded flirtatiously. He offered to help with my bag which I released. This feels like a movie and Infact I was thinking about him being a set up by Tony which I have always imagined but fuck it, I really needed a hand and that is all. “Do you work here” he asked“Uhmm.. no I actually do but..”“An intern?”“Yes yes…” I responded quick with a silly smile“Wow, I just got transferred here and I’m just trying to get to know people”“I understand…..

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