Being who I was, wasn't easy,
But it was a comforting illusion
I was fortunate, and then not.
Great you're smart
He told me,
I stared at him completely lost
What does he mean?
I barely said anything,
I never spoke, as he breathed his words into my
Ears, I could feel him through it.
Raspy, agonising as he spoke,
Then I looked up , but he was gone
Where, where was he?,
Guilt stripped me bare
As I realised I hadn't asked a single question
Now I knew nothing.
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