*"Beautiful Day" — 

_For the days when Day One feels far away_

No one ever thought of what I'm feeling.  

I try to set things right, hoping you’ll see me right.  

But no one ever saw the real me.  

I couldn't help being withdrawn.  

I lost myself trying to find a new me.  

I lost myself trying to find a _better_ me.  

I am just a girl...  

What a beautiful day to feel shitty.  

What a beautiful day to feel lonely —  

In a room full of faces where everyone thinks they know me.  

Or have they never thought of knowing me?  

I am just a sad girl looking for a silver lining.  

All these friends everywhere, but no one gets me.  

No one understands how I feel...  

I am sad. Do you know?  

I am looking for a silver lining,  

Hoping to turn things around,  

Hoping my life gets better,  

Wishing a new me is honored in the society,  

Hoping my family will see me in a new light

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