Chronicles towards our fleeting ruse : watching a heart fall towards a sweet lie.

And hello once more to anybody reading, my name is Echo Vale and this is my second work under this series a brief weirdly emotional series of a girl who claimed that she couldn't express herself but yet tried her best to be heard.But anyways shall we dive into our story for today? Before I start this mini tale could i ask you a very simple question? Have you ever experienced what it's like to flip through a book knowing the ending or watching a movie already knowing the spoilers? If you have would you still read that book/watch the movie or would you never try an attempt?Well my answer is 'it depends',If I do,Will I regret a feeling that could have been mine but given to another,Someone I may never know? If I do,Will I always wonder what the journey could have been and not the ending I already knew? If I do will that change the half baked lie?The fact that the story had already started but all I could do was to watch it happen.Because I knew from the beginning that I'd hurt,I prepared myself for the worst,But sometimes expecting pain doesn't mean it will be experienced. But yet again I allowed myself to want the journey,I allowed myself to want the feeling,I allowed myself to wonder how foolish and dumb but realistic my life could become,Yet it had its own sense of beauty. Curiosity killed the cat.. but satisfaction brought it back,And in this case this cat came back more defensive and aware than ever before. I couldn't lie to myself anymore, Yes,I liked him, and maybe there was a chance he liked me at first too,But days, weeks, months and years went by slowly as we drifted apart,I realized I was the only one still trying to light the candle,He moved on I didn't, he felt a spark,I felt like when they just brought light in my street from the past 2 weeks,And yes the comparison is unique but it was also genuine, For a feeling I once mocked ended up mocking me back,From the moment of realization to the point of acceptance.Then yet again it's a feeling I would never have felt an ounce of regret for. Oh what it means to have an aware mind but a romantic heart in the same body,How much of a tragedy did they say it was?One teaches you how the story ends,The other convinces you to turn the page anyway. Did you really like me back? I wonder, But did I really like you?Yes...yes I did. But there will forever be a difference between a candle and a sun,And maybe I just didn't like you enough to find out if it was true,Because I slowly realized the person I liked wasn't who he was but who he was to me, But yet again,By the time I noticed who you really were I'm afraid I was already down bad. Then for the next few months...maybe years I had an inner battle with myself because by then I wouldn't have believed if you still remembered the name you used to call me. But you've moved on right? Or were we both too silly to realize the truth, I hope you did move on then that will make only me the fool, But I'd rather wait a few more months to find that out, As we move on to a bigger phase of life,As the distance grows between us,Until I can no longer picture you in mine.Because I feel like the only way my heart can ever truly move on is if you are no longer near anymore..So live that life you dream of, The one where I'm not there, As I try to live mine,The one where you aren't included. And maybe that's why they called ignorance bliss,Because sometimes, It helps you never realize the dumb facade you put yourself through,Because I saw clearly that I was lying to myself, But yet I continued because the lie was a very, very sweet one.Then again,For all the lies I have ever said 'You and I' was my favorite. Oh my wonderful Lord such beautiful emotions you make a person feel!Till next time Echo Vale^^

Chronicles Towards Our Fleeting Ruse

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