Dear future .... to hope - by Ameerah Abdulsalam

Dearest gentle reader(s) ........... Wait! You really think I'm about to give you a bridgeton story about a love fairy taleHold on! I won't bore you I promise Now back to whom this letter actually belongs to...... Dear future... How are you? ... future(ry) right? I know that's not a word .... I know " you" the reader, reading this would be like isn't it supposed to be "dear future me" yes! You ! ... I know so too but honestly what if I don't make it ?... it's not a curse no .... sadly it's just life.... Now back to you future ... I hope I made it? and if not I hope my letter made the two cent's audience stop to actually read ... especially uncle cyr.... that grumpy old man but he's the nicest we just don't know it yet .... anywayssss before I divert any futher ... I just wanted to ask did depression make it to 24? Did it also follow me to 25? If it did why? Why did you not ask life to be nice to me? .. you're probably tired of hearing all my why's I feel you ... if I was you I'd be tired tooI'd wanna end it here ... but before I do I want you to tell hope this for me .... if I make it though .... tell hope that she shouldn't let me down Tell her I said " I hoped on her to have peace Tell her I hoped I wasn't a shitty personTell her I hoped I changed my ghosting behavior That I be actually learnt to speak my feelings Tell her I hoped I stopped running away from problems Tell her I hoped she drove depression awayTell her I hoped for genuine happiness Tell her I hoped to get what I actually deserve Tell her I hoped to be the best version of myself Tell her I hoped to raise a wine glass to say "cheers " to a group of genuine friends who stayed beside me Tell her I hoped to stop being scared of loosing people Tell her I hoped to be seen , understood, heard Tell her I hoped I didn't try to depend on sleeping pills anymore Tell her I hoped I loved right this timeTell her .... I hoped she understood my silenceI know you'd probably be wondering what do I hope for my family.... I know they'd do great ... And one last hope future... tell past to stop haunting present.... I'm sorry but I can't undo things I did And also tell uncle cyr and uncle Tobi that i hoped two cents becomes the biggest writing platform internationally ...... And To God...... if I don't make it .... I hope he takes me to heaven ..❤️ But till then........ Cheers future 🥂 To us To surviving the present I just hope that you've got me tooBut if not ..... Be good to people❤️ Ps. This isn't a goodbye..

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