Le moment avec moi.

I can’t reason your silence.

Is it a condescending attitude?

Or a cancer, slowly consuming you till silent death.

   That was how I acted with people. It was the latter. It was a cancer of deep thinking, pondering, curiosity and philosophical questions. I remembered this word when I was studying for a Philosophy course and I happened to stumble upon it on social media. Solipsism. Yes!!

I feel I matter. Everyone feels that way.

Like you are your character and everyone is just an NPC. Something that can be easily wasted. All eyes on you……

Wrong!!!!!

CTRL.. Uhh

Can’t believe I am going to check the internet for the command key.

There were three ways to perform such an action and I’m not even willing to know.

We all get the scope. I deleted that paragraph.

Hmm, I have been thinking of writing a song. Not that I aspire to be a musician, something to show my appreciation and knowledge for music. I love watching breakdowns of classical singers’ techniques. Anyone actually. I find Overtone(polyphonic singing) fascinating.

Singing two notes at the same time!!!! 

That’s some talent.

A gift. And guess what, it’s just simply employing active articulators to achieve proper resonance and engaging two flexible rubbers stuck behind your laryngeal prominence. Adam’s apple in short.

Of course, the epiglottis has to be opened. How will air flow??

I even watched how a guy produced 4 notes, subharmonic, a fundamental frequency and two overtones, I think an octave high in the overtones.

I just found out that no vocal cords vibrate. I won’t put an emoji to express dissatisfaction!!

Now, I just confirmed it does because I thought to myself that won’t it vibrate to produce the fundamental frequency?

And here I was doubting any understanding.

Frankly, I had to check for clarity.

Well, isn’t this complicated and exhausting?

Next day was My Father’s Day, the day I meet Him, the day I commune with Him.. it was just a Sunday for me.