Your name makes me feel manly🧍‍♂️

Though the veins of a child still flows in my body

Before meeting you my heart has always been wrapped in thorns

But when I met you,I felt different 

Meeting you was fun 😂

Well our age🔞 varies,so is our class

But I don't fucking care😀

Cause out all I have met

You are my best friend 💑

The only one I can speak with

This aren't words of deception 🎭

Cause they come from the deepest corner of my heart ❤️ 

I am different from other admirers

An admirer ,that's who i am

Your maturity and beauty shine

But,I am afraid my admiration might not last

Seeing you alone brings me happiness ☺️😇

I remember when we first met

We started with a game,yeah a game🎲

I was joyous that I met someone that I can play with

But when it continued. What continued??

We meeting!☺️,

Then at that moment the desert in my life smelt water,

It came to a fertile land,a flowing water can be beheld,and the sprouting plants🌿

The my heart felt like a burning water,🔥🌊

consumed by flames that never fade

A gentle soul,a shining light

You brighten up my day and night 🌃

I admire the way you care and share,

Your compassion and love ❣️beyond compare

But one thing I know is that;

Ages and the changes can't beat how I felt

When you're near, my heart skips a beat,

Shyness creeps in, and words retreat.

Anxiety whispers, 'Be calm and be bright,'

But maturity beckons, to shine with all my might💪.

Your presence lights up the day,

And I'm drawn to your gentle way.

Though I may stumble, and words may flee,🏃💨

My admiration for you, is plain to see.

In your eyes, I find a peaceful place,

Where shyness fades, and love takes its space.

But for now, I'll hold back my heart,

And admire you from a gentle start.

MY Dear 케미