[Haiku]
Hands shake as I hold
A future lost to shadows
"I'm just a man," I plead
So...
Zeus wanted the boy dead. The infant. The one the prophecy said would grow up to destroy everything we'd fought for.
And he wanted me to do it.
I remember standing there, looking down at this tiny, helpless thing. He didn't know who I was. Didn't know his father had died by my sword, that his city was burning because of a horse I built. He just... looked at me. Like I was supposed to protect him.
And I thought about my son. Telemachus. Barely a year old. Waiting for me at home with Penelope.
What kind of father would I be if I killed another man's child?
What kind of king would I be if I didn't?
I begged the heavens. I asked them — what makes a man? Is it mercy? Is it strength? Is it doing what's necessary, even when it tears you apart inside?
They didn't answer.
They never do.
Let me show you what it felt like.
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[Haiku]
Hands shake as I hold
A future lost to shadows
"I'm just a man," I plead
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That's what I told myself. I'm just a man.
Not a monster. Not a god. Just a man trying to get home to his family.
But here's the thing about choices — they don't disappear once you make them. They follow you. They haunt you. They crawl under your skin and whisper to you in the dark.
I dropped the boy from the walls.
And I told myself it was fate.
I told myself the gods made me do it.
I told myself I was just a man.
But somewhere in the back of my mind, a question was already forming — one I wouldn't be able to answer for a very long time:
If you do something monstrous... does it make you a monster?
Poseidon seemed to think so.
And he was about to make sure I never forgot it.
Epic the musical: The TROJAN SAGA.
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