Dirty, dark,I no longer know the real me,
Searching for a hope that was never truly lost.
Sigh…
I know what is right, yet I choose the wrong.
It promises pleasure, but ends in pain and regret.
So where is the hope?
Is it my fault, or why do I keep doing this?
Is it just my nature,
Forever bound to sin?
Then… I stopped.
I realized,He has been calling all along.
I stepped out to answer.
What is this…?
This is real.
Tears fill my eyes.
I feel free. I am pure.
Jesus saved me from the trap I called home.
Without hesitation, I surrendered my life to Him
And for the first time,
My life is beautiful.
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