A Wish For My Crush - Part 2 - by 👑Crown D Pen

as the figure moved closer I discovered it was him, as he called me, I turned towards him. 'Oh, I've forgotten'. I didn't even know if that is a lying anyways cause I had been anticipating this moment. I knew that he has been waiting all day long, swallowing his saliva in anticipation. I could almost see the words forming on his lips, but what I heard was something entirely different. Bro pushed me into another curiosity mode and a futuristic sleepless night, he said maybe we should wait till tomorrow to have our conversation. What did he use as excuse ? ‎The rain. ‎‎I was like 'damn the rain'.‎‎'Bro just spill it out'. I thought. ‎‎I responded that we should go into conversation now but he insisted that tomorrow will be better because of the rain and he left.‎‎‎The night before the 'tomorrow' was another sleepless one as I've anticipated, though this is not my first time wasting my night think about him. I wrestled with several thoughts of him for hours before finally allowing sleep to be my nanny.‎‎‎The following day was a Saturday but we use to hold a sabbathical kind of service. The service usually start by 8:30am but I got to church around some minutes pass 9, as I was coming in directly from the door I saw my seat reserved for me and my man sitting waiting diligent for his bride. I was just wondering, how on earth is no one sitting there as always. I took my seat, I didn't even bother to greet as they are already in the midst of the service and I patiently sat down waiting for the service to end. ‎‎‎‎As I sat down, a lot of thoughts chose my mind as an arena for their race but I was still my nonchalant self all the same. At a time I left my seat and I sat at his back, not because of anything though, my little sister and brother were around the space too. He suddenly handed me his phone underhand, I was surprised because I wasn't expecting that in anyway.‎‎‎Nah like this e dey start?😅‎‎‎Na so I see epistle, that read thus‎‎‎See as my heart dey beat😂‎‎Okay, this is a little embarrassing because I'm actually doing something like this for the first time 😅, but I just wanted to be honest with you. I've realised that I've been crushing on you ( forgive me 🥹😊) for a while. I'm not looking for a relationship right now ( as children of God most importantly), so I'm not telling you this because I expect anything from you. I just thought saying it might help me stop keeping it all in my head ( omorrrr )😂. I'm sorry if this is annoying in anyway, I just have to do it this way because I might not be able to say it virtually. ‎‎There might be a better way to do this but this is all I've got🙂‍↕️‎‎‎If there is anything you want to say, type it and let me have it. Thank you.‎‎‎‎‎I was literally short of word and the same time lost in my world. I didn't even know what to write as response, I gave a very poor one that I'm still regretting till now...‎‎‎Hmm,Okay O ‎But it is just ordinary friends ‎As u say (As a child of God)‎‎...maybe you can explain to me what I meant, cause I didn't know the meaning of what I wrote. There is even a little modification now cause I didn't add that 'is' to the response I sent. I believed he will just be trying to find a meaning to that my seemingly 'Jargons'.‎‎‎But within his epistle,I saw, or perhaps imagined, a man who had already surrendered me in his spirit, while his flesh was still speaking the language of love and longing.‎‎‎I saw his flesh ready to kill his spirit and I wasn't even sure if the spirit is strong enough.‎‎My wish for my Crush is that he conquers the flesh now and his spirit finds me when he is ready to be married. if God will.‎‎‎‎What do we do with affection when affection arrives at the wrong time?‎‎

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