You can call me Reggie, we’re about to have a one on one conversation 

So I wanna talk about HE 

The one who doesn’t realize how much hold he has on me 

The one whose texts make me feel giddy 

Yeah you could say “I know who he is “

Probably her partner

First things first who said I was a she ? lol 😂 

Anyway attention back to him cause he deserves it 

First he made me feel comfortable in his scent 

Comfortable to point out how much I was attracted 

I was scared of getting hurt… but fuck that feeling!

I put one leg in , he was good to me

His lips tasted like marshmallows 

I had just one leg in but I was sinking fast 

Faster than I ever imagined 

Few late nights encounters and I fell…

I stumbled… not just two legs in but my whole body was in 

From the hair on my head to the sole of my feet 

I felt different… whole !

Though it was the beginning of a new chapter

I wasn’t nervous of what may or may not come, I wasn’t scared of change ( for the first time)

I was ready to put in my all

Because if just little of my input made me feel like somebody 

I’m sure going the hell in all of me

How good would putting my all in feel 

And yes it began, I fell completely, I felt a whole lot of emotions though, new ones, jealousy, anger, bitterness 

It gnawed at my soul

But I learnt… I learnt to grow , adapt , because all men wants peace, we all want peace, so I buried the bitterness deep down 

For a man feels uncomfortable under pressure 

So I hid my scary emotions, and he stayed , growing what we had 

You might call it obsession 

But I’d call it … you wanna know ?😌