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HELLO PEACE, ITS 20! 😁
<p style="text-align: justify;"><strong>"Oh but I'm not readyy" 😩</strong></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><strong>"Oh but I'm here now" </strong>said 20 whil<strong>e grinning widely at me like the devil himself. </strong>But I didn't find it funny cause I wish a lot of things were different.</p><p style="text-align: justify;"><strong><br/></strong></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><strong></strong>I wish my digital camera was not faulty cause maybe then I would have birthday pictures. I wish I could turn the hands of time back to two months ago, just so I could perfect my birthday plans. I wish I had a nicer phone. I wish this certain friend of mine was more ‘predictable’. I wish I didn't expect so much from this friend of mine too.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">I wish I was more fleshy, yk? Just a tiny bit. I wish I wasn't "cute". I wish I looked more mature and didn't possess such babyish features because maybe then no one would harass me. Maybe then people would respect me. Maybe then I wouldn't feel so — small.</p><p style="text-align: justify;"><br/></p><p style="text-align: justify;">There are so many things I wish were different.</p><p style="text-align: justify;"></p><p style="text-align: justify;">But then I remember that I'm not the same person I was last year.</p><p style="text-align: justify;"></p><p style="text-align: justify;">I think better now. I'm more cautious now. I still get scared, but I face it now. I no longer wallow in self-pity. I've improved socially — it's still kinda bad though 😂 — but I've improved. I'm more conscious of who God is now — I'm not near good, not to talk of perfect, but I'm trying. I'm so grateful for the good people I have around me. Oh and I'm so beautiful 🥹</p><p style="text-align: justify;">And I think that counts for something.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">I'm a lot of good things now.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">And maybe that's enough.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Maybe I should be grateful for that.</p><p style="text-align: justify;"><br/></p><p style="text-align: justify;">Yeah, I know you wish for a lot of things right now. I know there are still things you look at and think, I wish I had that. I wish this was different. I wish I were different.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">But look around you.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Look at the little things you have. Look at the person you've slowly become. Look at the things you can do now that you couldn't do before.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Don't wallow in self-pity. Trust me, you're not going to get anything from it.</p><p style="text-align: justify;"><br/></p><p style="text-align: justify;">I'm not ready for this new era. Not even a little bit. 😂 But it's here, and I'm going to embrace it and make the best out of it ❤️. </p><p style="text-align: justify;">I'm grateful for who I am and who I am becoming.</p><p style="text-align: justify;"><strong>Well, it's nice meeting you 20 and I hope everything good comes 🤝</strong></p><p style="text-align: justify;">Happy 20th birthday to me. 🥹❤️</p><p style="text-align: justify;"></p>
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