<p>In Search of Someone 🥹</p><p><br/></p><p>After I cried through the night, I waited for hours. And having waited for days too; probably months, I had lost count. 🤧</p><p><br/></p><p>So, after waiting that night for the knock, when I didn't hear any knock or sound the next morning...</p><p><br/></p><p>I didn't pass through the front door.</p><p>I left through the back door.</p><p>The front door was the door I had been hoping would receive a knock for a long time, so I hated it. I was tired of waiting.</p><p><br/></p><p>I went straight into the market, searching and looking for answers.</p><p><br/></p><p>And guess what?</p><p>I found many.</p><p>They were all calling me to come and take; left and right, I kept receiving.</p><p><br/></p><p>I had actually forgotten that I came with just one question:</p><p>“What's my purpose here?”</p><p><br/></p><p>Lo and behold, I had been made busy with a whole lot; singing, drumming, clapping, eating, and lots more.</p><p><br/></p><p>At the end of the second week of being in the market, I went close to the end of it.</p><p><br/></p><p>But one of my friends called me back and asked me to come and see something enticing.</p><p>So, I got busy there too.</p><p><br/></p><p>But somewhere within me, I started feeling that something was off. Something wasn't right.</p><p>Yet, I was too busy to take a step back and look.</p><p>After spending two more weeks there, everything I had been so busy with suddenly became very boring.</p><p>Still, I stayed.</p><p><br/></p><p>Five months passed in the market.</p><p>Then one day, I went to the very end of the market.</p><p>And lo and behold...</p><p>I saw my Master.</p><p><br/></p><p>The One I had been waiting for.</p><p>I felt too ashamed to look at Him, but He called me by my name and drew me closer.</p><p>Then He whispered into my ears:</p><p>"I've always been knocking at the door of your heart. You just didn't open it. You didn't pay attention.</p><p>When you were still at home, I was preparing you for what you were speaking to Me about, but you didn't wait for My answer.</p><p>Since you've been here in the market, you've been very busy and carried away. I've been knocking, but you allowed activities to take you away.</p><p><br/></p><p>But I am here.</p><p>I still want you.</p><p>And I love you dearly.</p><p>Come to Me."</p><p>With tears, pain, and a joyful heart, I went home with my Father.</p><p>Matthew 11:28 (KJV)</p><p>“Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.”</p>