My head's pondering

My lips' mumbling

My mind's troubled and

My heart's pounding 

This sense of emptiness needs to be filled

I'm full to the brim but I'm not satisfied 

This sense of thirst needs to be quenched 

Maybe I just need peace of mind 

But how can I find peace when there's a piece of me missing than I need to find

I keep digging and digging for this gold called Peace of Mind 

I keep searching and searching but there's no where I could find it 

I've tried my best I guess I don't deserve it

Sifting through days and nights, hoping it will shine.

I keep searching and searching, but nowhere does it appear,

Each step forward drowned by doubt and fear.

I’ve tried my best, maybe that’s not enough,

Or maybe peace isn’t earned by being tough.

So I sit with the ache, learning to endure it,

Hoping one day I’ll realize; Peace was never lost; I was just growing into it.

My head's pondering

My lips' mumbling

My mind's troubled, and,

My heart's pounding