I almost lost God in the process

I kept falling and rising, falling and rising

Just trying to keep my head above the water.

But I’m walking back to Him.

I have failed Him lots of times

over and again but I just love

how merciful He is and I won’t

want to let Him down again.

It’s a slow walk, but I’m moving.

And guess what? We gathered some

new tools.

I’m sitting in front of screens, learning

Python,

writing lines of code and I’m graduating

soon. I’m excited about it and I’m

set to finish what I start this time

around.

Little secret, we didn’t want to do it at

first but here we are.

I’m bringing back my lost confidence

I’m bringing back my lost spark

I’m gathering myself together and

I’m resetting my focus.

I’m choosing to surround myself with

real friends who will help me grow.

I’m trying so much to be so much

better now.

I’m not just surviving anymore.

Not just waiting for fate to end.

Talk soon.