"My head is spinning

I can't believe it

My soul is screaming 

My heart is shattered

" What were you wearing?!!!

What were you doing there?!!!"

I don't want to live anymore 

My mind is drilling into another world

My heart is screaming for a replacement

My world is crumbling underneath 

" Wait aren't you a Christian?

God curse the day you were born!!!

Who gave birth to such a monster?!!!"

Why? 

Why?

Why?

Why me ?

Is it because of me , is it because I am me?"

My world has crumbled

" This is your fault!!!"

I can't take it anymore

" What were you doing there?"

My life is ruined

" You could have done better"

This world is cruel

" You deserve this"

This is the end

End of my life 

Gone far from this world 

Where evil is the true righteousness 

This is the end

But I won't be the end

Some many more to come

Too many has gone

This is the end 

This life is gone 

I will start a new one

Where I won't crawl

This is the beginning 

A beginning of an end.