" my hands can feel but I can't tell

My eyes are blurry 

One of them sees while

The other believes.

What is real or what is not?

I can only try but even I have failed in that

My mind is delusional 

My heart is real.

Stuck between what I feel and what I see

What can I do?

What can I say?

I am lost in this trail.

My body moves beyond me

And I can't control it

My mind whispers lies

And I can't detect it.

In this farce,

I am the clown

In this lie

I am the perpetrator.

Hiding underneath what is real 

Lies what is not

If I can , will I ?

And if I don't, what have I done?

Interwoven in me is threads 

All blue and red

What is blue ?

What is red?

What is reality?

What is illusion? "

Can you answer the question of what is reality and what is illusion?

I hope you enjoyed the poem and I await your answers in the comment.

How do know if what you see is real and not what you want to believe it to be?