Emi,this guy thinks he's got me right where he want me. The fact that men think all women are gullible might actually be their downfall one day. 

There is this unfathomable thrill that comes with playing a man,this joy I feel when I let him think he's the predator when he's the prey. It's not my fault though,I tell them I'm a bad person at the start. I tell them I lose interest quickly but these ego driven baboons think they are smart.

Padon me for thinking of them that way but they have done nothing to prove me wrong. They say forever but when you refuse their third leg,things go downhill

 Have you ever played someone before? Let them think they're in control and just when they are about to finish their quest,you let it slip right through their fingers.

You may think I am toxic but it's how life is. Even the government does it ,so why can't I?

You don't have the right to judge me,some of you are like me after all,puppet masters,you just deny it,or maybe you don't.

I am just tired of men always wanting to be in control. It becomes sickening at times.

I wasn't always like this,you know? That is a lie,I think I was born with this mindset,or maybe I wasn't,who knows? Do you know?