The Conversation We Never Had. - by Yahweh's Delight ✨❤️‍🔥

PRESENT: Why didn't you speak out?‎‎PAST: I did.‎‎PRESENT: To whom did you tell?‎‎PAST: I told them, all the people I looked up to, I told them all.‎‎PRESENT: What was their reply?‎‎PAST: They said "she doesn't know what she's saying", "he's just playing", ‎"I don't believe her", ‎"why won't they, ‎when she dresses like that", ‎Those were their exact words.‎‎PRESENT: How did you feel when it all began?‎‎PAST: I felt empty, void, disgusted, angry, betrayed, useless, worthless, shameless, a big fool, a victim, voiceless, choked.‎‎PRESENT: What was weighing you down?‎‎PAST: FEAR & SHAME.‎‎PRESENT: Do you mind sharing?‎‎PAST: It was torture and real life nightmare, I wasn't meant to say a freaking word. ‎‎PRESENT: Cause if you had, you'd get hurt the more, right?‎‎PAST: Yeah.‎‎PRESENT: Didn't you have friends you could talk to rather than bottling it up?‎‎PAST: friends? that word sounds funny to me, cause I know right now you are struggling to understand what that word really means to you. Am I right?‎‎PRESENT: *sighs* I guess so, ‎I mean none of their first kiss was forceful, they've not dated any guy, which I'll be more than happy if it were the same for me. They're still blooming like a rose, their prides are still intact. God I wish I was like one of them.‎‎PAST: I guess we're both shameless then?‎‎PRESENT: More than that, I'm a whore, your's was forceful.‎‎PAST: Forceful and Painful. Why didn't you speak out too?‎‎PRESENT: If the word WHORE were to be a person, I do be the one.‎I can't control it, I can't control them and unfortunately neither can I control myself. ‎‎PAST: What do you think the future holds for us?‎‎PRESENT: I swear I don't know, but if I'm to look further into it, I see a beam of light.‎‎PAST: HOPE?‎‎PRESENT: I think so...I hope so.‎‎PAST: you know we're still alive because of them right?‎.....‎‎PRESENT: True, I want to make them proud, I want to set a good name for all of us. Because I'm about to give up. ‎‎PAST: would I ever love myself back? ‎‎PRESENT: No, cause I'm your present, I hate my body, I hate my aura, I hate everything about me. I'm me, you're me. What would the future be?‎‎PAST: What does it hold for us? More pain or HOPE?‎‎PRESENT: either ways, we're hanging on thin threads.***‎FUTURE: *Silence*‎

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